yesterday night had a talk with my dad.
talked about handbell.
and how bad i am in handbell.
he told me to concentrate on my studies.
and that handbell is a useless CCA.
it cannot help me in the future.
and studying harder in my studies will help me a lot.
so i think im not going to care about handbell.
even if i dont get into SYF, who cares.
for now, its only my studies that matters!