i really do miss my grandmother.
past few days had been at the funeral.
spent time with my cousins.
felt like it was back to childhood.
today was the last day. sad...
went to the crematorium.
while almost everybody was crying.
i could only feel that my heart was very pain.
but i think i held back my tears.
when she passed away i couldnt even cry.
i think i was too stressed with the exams.
i will really totally miss her loads!
OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY NATALIE!