woah, i just realised that its like my 502 posts la.
its like only 2-3 years sia.. cool.
i know, you'll say i blog so much.. heh.
anyways! today is my daddy's birthday!
happy bday... lol.
and i wont let others affect my mood,
from today onwards.. haiz!
why i always cannot promise myself about my commitments. i always say i will let ppl see the happy side of me, no matter what. but i cant do it. i really cant! stupid!
and yes i know im dumb la. i just wished everything was just a dream. and i could restart life, and make the better of it. but i dont think can help la. think it'll become worse. its the words that were never meant to be. i dont want ppl to hate me, bcos i dont hate people. its just the words that come out from my mouth, and i dont mean it at all. im so sorry to all. really very sorry!
its you that matters to me.
its me that i only love...
its the books that i'll commit to..