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Wednesday, April 30, 2008

its MYEs and my com is still turned on!!

oopsy, i really am supposed to study!
MYEs are already here leh.
sherilyn, wake up la!!!
you dont wanna retain, do you??!!

today was goodgood...
saw that oh-so-handsome face!! =D
i tell you ah, i super LOVE food shows.
like seriously, im a food show addict, i guess.
if the tv has food shows everyday.
i confirm everyday will be at that channel.
i just love nigella, jamie oliver & curtis stone.
they just cook the best food can!!
like omg, just looking at their food.
just makes me go crazy!!!!
although i cannot get to eat the food. Haha.
it totally just makes me go HAPPY!
how i wish, one day can try their food.
Ahhhhhhh! dream on!! -.-!
i love love love those tv food shows!!!
i could never switch the channel,
even if there's a drama i love to watch.
ok enough about food...
it just really makes me super hungry.
you guys should watch it, seriously!!
thats all for today... byebyebye people.
i have really got to study now.. heh.

i knew you've never loved me,
bcos you just never came back...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

im acting cool.. -.-! mui & nats act cute. Haha. =D

now all go CRAZZZYYYY!! =)

decided to not put timothy's pict...
later he angry.. Haha.
stupid walton la, go say... lol.
but its cute what... heh.

im really ~~loving~~ the word TRUST!!
its like i've died being so dead...
please just let it snow. and i will know.
hopelessly waiting like one idiot.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, April 19, 2008

super fun fun day! yay. =D

april got lots of ppl's bday. lol.
ben choo, glene, aw & geraldine.
this is so damn cool.. hehe.
and yesterday was FUN! wheeee.
it was another BBQ in 2008...
but it was not as fun as.........
the bbq with mr ye. lolx.
you've changed & so have i...
im glad im not ur friend anymore.
i didnt know ur real character was like that.
haiz, you really arent a treasured friend.
i really hate ppl who insult others,
humans have feelings ok??
when my friends get insulted,
i will fight for their rights!! =D

ok i shall blog about yesterday.
and sch was alright only la.
paul was totally being retarded.
but i love his retarded-ness.
cos without him, no entertainment.
Haha. anyways, after sch,
went with nats to buy aw's present.
we quickly went home to change.
then meet at aw's house at 3.30pm+.
the guys not yet come,
so me & nats waited for them,
while aw,sh & amanda went off first.
we thought only wait for ernest & nat.
suddenly, pohkiong,brandon & junhong also came.
its like omg la, so many guys.

then took buses to downtown east.
and i was the Shortest amongst the 7 la! roar.
i seriously felt damn short. AHhhhh!!
then went in... some of them were there le...
we started the fire with brandon,
but the fire keep going off,
then roy came, and his fire didnt go off. LoL.
ok then mui and some others came.
the girls were bbq-ing outside,
while the guys play PS3 & PSP.. lolx.
the guys complained about the food,
so we asked them to cook lor..
wei chong is damn good at his otahs & satays.
he became our otah&satay man.. Haha!
he looked like one too. lol.
oh and his hands like damn thick-skin.
cos he like not scared of the fire la. cool.

then boon kiat cooked too...
he cooked most of the food,
& nats keep mix up pk and bk's names,
pk was beside her and she called his name,
thinking it was bk she was calling. LoL!!
i was laughing like mad la.. haha.
then we walked to street soccer court,
i was walking slowly then nat say me.
he say i walk like his ah-ma... -.-!
and 4 of us suddenly walk in straight line,
mui suddenly turned back and said,
do-re-me-fa. and i was like wth??!
bcos junhong,nats,nat & me were the 4...
i at one end, jun hong at the other end.
junhong tallest, i shortest... ROAR!!
i didnt know junhong taller than nathanael.!!

oh and when they saw the soccer court, they ran like mad towards it. all of the guys la.. so cute and funny can.. Hahaha! and and timothy A.k.a mr ye no.2 wore spongebob squarepants pants.. omg la, super cute can!!! LOL! then soccer court after awhile lights went off, the uncle closed the gates, but after roy's persuasion he opened it.. LOL. then they all started running/jogging. me & mui ran too.. Ps-ed nats.. sorry, then reached le, stayed in the room.. too tired... then sh was angry/sad.. Haiz! then 11pm went home with mui, this bbq really not that bonded. how i wish it wad more fun. =(
oh and i forgot, they were playing the popping stuff inside the room. they were screaming and shouting like crazy ppl.. i didnt play, cos very scared of it.. if kena the eyes, confirm die.. the poppers were damn noisy. like the whole room kena bomb like that la.. Haha. ohoh and today i studied from 2-6pm. good accomplishment, but im still stupid. my studies still suck. i really hope the MYE i will do well, or else i definitely will die like shit. and im becoming fatter, from next week onwards cannot eat recess and lunch. so can slim down!! crappy. i must go on a diet, no matter what... haha. ok this is the end. BYE!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, April 14, 2008

damn it...

im so depressed these days.
i feel really really dead... haiz.
like whats wrong with the world?
you see me smiling oustide,
but inside im just roarroar!
yes, i cried again today.
like why do i have to cry?gosh!!!
i keep crying over stupid stuff la.
ya la, walton i know i very crybaby ok.
everytime also like to suan ppl.
you go eat shit and die la.
i have REASONS behind my crying can.
not only bcos of my uniform la.
but who the hell throw my uni at 3C door.
and ppl dont care just went to step.
eh, hello, its not grass ok. its MY shirt!!!
for goodness sake, assholes.
you think i so free go wash uni everyday.
i have feelings for my own things can.
own up leh!!! idiots!
seriously everybody can go die la!!!
I HATE THIS WORLD + 2008.
ok except for some ppl la.. heh.
ohoh, and today is ben choo's bday!
well, Happy Birthday Benjamin!!
yup thats all. bye...
im not supposed to blog la. -.-!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, April 13, 2008

its like the end of the world.

feel so dead...
he is just so cute la! =X
AHhhhhhhh! -.-!
ohoh, and finally founder's day is over!
no more staying back,
but actually i dont want it over la...
there's just some reason behind that.
~~never-ending confusion!!~~

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

i am going to Die die!

Damn it, you love her just so much.
please do something in front of me,
that can make my heart just die for you.
i ~~hate~~ you very very muchhhh! AHHhhh!!
nats asked me to blog so i shall blog.
i tell you arh, i confirm will retain lor.
look at my studies, and you will know! =)
i am Very scared one day i will go deaf.
bcos my right ear isnt good...
although i still can hear the softest sounds.
but like, i touch my right ear its still pain!!
cos the ear pressure hasnt gone yet.
i dont know why la.. crappyshit...
ohoh did i tell you about the 'tmr' thingy?
ok here goes, do you know why tmr never comes?
wanna know why??
bcos today's tmr is thursday.
then tmr/thursday will be a today...
then thurs's tmr is friday,
then on friday it will be a today.
and it goes on and on and on........
so it concludes to..........
tomorrow never comes!!!
mui, you rmbr this anot??
mr tan say de!!!! Haha... =D

okok, so monday-moonday!
PE was crappy, pei-ed natalie to run.
she was making me so angry!! roar.
i dont want accompany you run alr la...
bio was annoying-ly shitty!!
so was lit and A-maths... =)

tuesday-tooseday!!
i was freaking emo the whole day.
i dont know why either!! roar.
nearly cried for no reason. shits.
i am so damn emotional in SHSS!
i was like giving that emo face..
till benjamin thought i was about to cry. -.-
after sch went back home first.
then me & mui came back sch for FDR.
then ohya.. saw mr joey ye in sch.
cos mui noticed his little red bicycle.
mui told me he stayed in sch for quite long.
maybe cos he's going NS this friday.
mrye, good luck arh!! may God be with you.
ok, im being Retarded la. Zzz.
then ya nothing, FDR was fine...

wedneday-weedsnestday(today)
had FDR in the morning 7.30am!!
i was yawning and ms yew was like...
"sherilyn must be very tired,
dont worry ms yew also very tired" Haha?!
then so FDR ended at 10.30am..
when it was supposed to end at 9.45am.
went back class, nat thought i was late. LoL?
then paul, walton,nat say msteo say i improved.
in A-maths but struggling in E-maths.
and i was laughing and was like ya right?!!!
i got 2/20. where got improve sia?! -.-!!!
i think she mixed up ppl's name. LOL!!

then me,nats,mui went high during recess.
at first it was me who went high. hehe.
i dont know why i went high..
must be too depressed bah. lolx.
we were laughing like mad in canteen.
and talking rubbish. PURE rubbish!!
farah&habibah had no peace while eating. heh.
then CD ms wong took over...
they were playing muderer. Zzz.
then MT was like shit, i was laughing like crap,
then teacher suddenly call my name.
i know she love me a lot la...
got so many ppl's name to call.
in the end call mine twice. lameshit.
and POA rocks my chair man!!
i got 19/20 for Poa test, i rock...
i should mean, mdm lau rocks!!
mr ye not good one la, joking!! hehe.
after sch, followed mui find her physics class.
with paul and nats... paul was being retarded!
then nats nearly kissed paul.. Hahaha!
cos nats turned back then paul was.....
right behind her.. LOL!! she heng sia.
then dotdotdotdotdotdotsssss....
walked nats to bus-stop with mui.
then went home.. yupppsss. sayonara.bye.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, April 05, 2008

impressions 9!!! -.-

well well well, in the end i still went..........
for ~~depressions9~~, impression 9!! -.-
it was a last minute decision....
cos carissa called me to buy from her. lol.
it rocked a little but a little not fun too. Haha.
and nic mui & nic aw, dressed like rich tai-tais!!
finally the Truth is out le!!! -.-
ppl always say, no matter how much Lies you tell.
the truth cant be covered...

Friday(yesterday)
anyways, sch was fine...
had poa test, hope i will do well. lolx.
ok then after school...
we had to skip chapel. cos ms lam said so...
then we 1.15pm went to handbell room.
i polished bells until 4.30pm then went off.
reach lift, saw royston... -.- suay!!
hmmm, he looked shuai/handsome. Haha!!
he asked retarded questions... Zzz.
okok, then got ready and stuff.
then went to meet mui and the rest...
so, me, mui, aw, sh took taxi...
while hidayah,hakim,kj,jas took another taxi.
we reached SCH at 6.30pm+...
then jas they all lost their way.. lolx??!
ok, then blahblah.. i suppose to sit at F31...
finally found out who sit F32. it was kj.. wth??! Zzz.
well, in the end i wanted to sit with mui...
so changed place with jas.. yay!! haiz.
whats wrong with me??
why did i give up such a chance to sit with him?
its like so stupid!! he go then i just nice get to sit with him.
but i want sit with mui and shihui. crappy.
whatever la, sherilyn. its OVER!!
anyways, royston was in front of us. crap.
saw many shuai-ge(s) yet again.. Haha. lameshit!
MOW was wearing Tuxedo with laser(sp?) belt.
and WEI CHONG was freaking handsome! gosh!
ok the songs they played were nice...
esp, doraemon & missionimpossible2. lol.
the toy gun thingy was damn cute la.. heh.
then about 10pm end. i was holding hands with tsh.
nice feeling of holding someone's hand...
makes me feel really warm inside... lol.
but very weird bcos it was shihui's hand...
we are lesbians!! jkjk. then we took mrt back.
i love you. if only we could hold hands together.
fat hope sherilyn!! haizzz. i really love you!!
saw mr yeo.. hehe. then i walked home...
late at night, and im not scared? wow!! LAME!
okok... bye bye bye ppl.
why do i still love you when i know you dont like me le.
she had such a great day with you la.
haiz, what am i doing??
want to jio you, yet i dont dare. crap!! =(

saturday(today)
erm, went to meet nic mui at park.
returned her the wallet. cos she left it with me.
then, went to meet yonglin at 7.45am.
we went to mac to eat. then sarah came.
they told me about the chn8,9pm show.
it was the Last ep. shit man!! haiz..
they say about the xiuming & dingyi...
"ni bu zhi dao" "wo zhi dao" thingy. HAha!
then eat le, then geraldine came. lolx.
then we went to sch...
the dancers,some band ppl, guitarists...
handbellers,choir ppl rehearsed together again.
in the hall, i love this music.
but i was like so sleepy...
and while looking at the scores i nearly fell asleep.
hehe... then after rehearsals...
went to canteen, mr sharil bought pizzas.
for everyone. some of us didnt eat. lol.
mr sharil offered a box of pizza to the soccer guys.
and mow they all just chiong to eat it. Haha!!
retarded!! ok then went home...
just now went out to downtown east.
walked past mc cafe saw abel from 3C.
then i saw a guy who looked like mrye.
after eating at subway. they were still there.
then i saw a little red bicycle outside mc cafe.
then i looked at the guy, indeed it was mrye.
i think so la. retarded sia. ZZz! haha.
and yup.. nothing le.. ciaoz!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, April 03, 2008

i really hate myself!!

I REALLY REALLY Hate my brain.
its like of no use...
whatever shit that i study.....
NOTHING goes in.. wtf is going on??!
why do i exist in this world...
where everyone is smarter than me!!
mrs quek!!! i want change seat during maths.
or else my maths test confirm all FAIL!!
now im really worried for today's test.
i EVERY qns also DONT know how to do!
i was worried until cried after maths period. =(

ok this shit sucks.
i told you 2008 is a horrible year for me le lor.
anyways... i shall start from monday.
it was kaijie's birthday....
after sch was cool.. went to nic mui's house.
with shihui and aw..... then we,
watched "when harry met sally"
yucky show. involved sex... super LoL!!
went home, watched some chn8 show.
i forgot title, but got cute/handsome guys.
got the clement from Nyp, cuteeee lor...
but the number 8 guy won...
nic mui say look like james bond de.. Haha!

tuesday...
april fool's day!!! =D
after sch, handbell, choir and guitar....
and some ppl rehearsed for founder's day.
song was damn awesome la!! =)
i mean seriously, esp, the drums rocks!!
then was in sch till 7.30pm...
cos talk to ms lam with a few handbellers.
at night, the sch always freaks me out!!!

wednesday...
went to music room for rehearsal again.
from 7.30am- 9.15am... lolx.
title of song: dynamic transfiguration.
then mr goh relief-ed us for CD.
then we went to the gladiator there to see.
mr goh went to play... his first hit damn strong!
then we went for our learning journey...
to the "food from the heart".
it was like some bungalow place. cool.
we had fun packing the rice...
me, nats,mui,tracy & rachel...
we packed 73 packets in total.. (:
with the help of benjamin and some others.
walton, now i know ben is chao retarded!!
but soon many ppl came to see.
then we no more peace lor.. irritating!
and we dropped a lot of grains of rice.
like wasted one whole bowl can. haiz...
oh and nat was playing with the robot!
he damn cute sia.. funny lor.. FIRE! -.-
and they called me samsui woman.. lolx.
should be they are the samsui woman la.
then went back sch at 3.15pm...
then handbell and home sweet home...

thursday(today)
maths test made me so sad and worried!
damn, he is going for impressions 9... haiz!
no use regretting not buying tickets.. -.-
ok maths test, i told you i AM stupid.
i did NOT know how to do a single qns..
which is so freaking easy for 3D.
even natalie knows how to do it la.. shit!!
i feel like such an embarrasment to my parents.
mrs quek, i really need to change seat.
then Poa, went to 3C... lolx.
then went pasar malam with mui...
bought food back to eat. and bye!!

you're going for impressions 9. damn it. i love you.
but i know you dont love me anymore. =(

nic and nats, so Cute!! =)

nat & mow... LOL!! funny sia.

3D class pict. 3/4 of the class only. rest cut off. -.-

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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