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Sunday, March 30, 2008

you're one in a million! =(

i have decided to blog once every week.
Haha... i just like typing.. =)
anyways.... i shall post about the whole week.

monday.
we had PE, did shuttle run and 2 rounds.
i was going crazy, so tiring. and hot!!
Mt, was funny, bcos of mr tay's cold jokes.
dont ask me why i like to laugh at his jokes.
i just find it funny, guess im really retarded?!
but his jokes are really lame shit... haha.

tuesday.
without natalie and nicole mui, im bored!
i only get to laugh, and cannot talk!
but i really can go retarded and crazy.
and i keep playing with the firecrackers thingy.

wednesday.
english was crazy... dunno why either.
and walton keeps calling us retarded.
like what did we do??! roar.
and we were sticking stuff on walton. LOL!
it was damn funny la... so stupid.
then after school, founder's day rehearsal.

thursday.
chem and bio was crappy... -.-
english went to Dnt void deck, went retarded!!
Ss was horrible + rubbishyyyyy... haiz.
had Amaths test.. 2 words, Im Doomed! =(
Poa was good, i love mdm lau's teaching!
after school went to cs with yong lin and sarah.
then go meet natalie they all..
shihui and valerie say they saw 4 handsome guys.
i have never seen a shuai ge around b4 la.. -.-
then went home and yup...

friday.
i seriously think i should give up my love for you.
and hor, there's no hope for me already.
must have patience, but nothing's going to happen.
boy, i still love you... =(
anyways, today was a less retarded day.
early in the morning kj ask us follow him buy drink.
like wth? -.-!! saw audrey. oops...
then blahblah, timothy looks like mr ye!!! haha!
then handbell welcome party was fun yet boring.
some ppl were being attitude-dly dumb crap!
then after handbell saw royston...
he came out of a taxi. ok im being random!!
then saw nic aw, ernest and shihui. lolx.

sunday.
went for church but went off at 11.30am.
went for my cousin's baby thingy....
the baby name is janel.. =)
and then blahblah. ate lots of food.
i was like bloated. but still can eat ice-cream!
and hor, that xiang damn crap sia.
i was eating, and they were talking about tofu.
and xiang was like 'sherilyn's tofu......
already bei ren jia chi le.. and im like what the?!!
and everyone was like 'ohhhhhh orhhhhhhh!!'
and uncle was like what secret does he know??
i just gave that stupid look. like what crap sia?!!!
okok. anyways... then daddy was feeding 'gabrielle'
so cute la she!! but she likes to stare at ppl. roar!
then got one time she cried.... haiyo! so loud la.
much louder than natalie's scream la...!!
then erm, we brought gabrielle to church!
cos i needed to do living logos.. then after church.
went to bishan. then waited for daddy...
i feed her french fries!! she loves it.. =)
then reach home le, she finally let me carry her!!
like after so long la.. yay yay!! sooo happy! =D
ok la, thats all. i write like super long.. byeeeee!
and i just love Babies!

see! gabrielle likes to give that scary look.. =(

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, March 23, 2008

pictures at macau and hongkong! =)

i confirm you this is my last post. Haha.
its just the photos of my hongkong trip... =D
happy photos-looking. i look retarded ok... Hehe.
warning: pictures will look disgusting, cos i minimize it.

1)my sis and I... laughing like crazy. 2) daddy & mummy.

1)do you see my bro??! Hahaha. 2) us at ventian.

1) venetian casino. 2) us at ruins of st.paul's church.

1)my dad, cute positioning. 2) us at mtr station.

1) us... 2) us again.

1) i look really retarded. 2) my dad. cute hor? i mean snoopy.

1) im acting retarded this time. 2) mtr to disneyland resort.

1) the train is super cute!! 2) us again!!

1) my sis, me and my mum... 2) same ppl.

1) chipmunks and a cute girl. 2) my sis and I...

1) i wanted those balloons. =( 2. family with timon.

1) daddy play with water.. orhhor!! 2) us yet again.

1) lalalala.. blahblahblahs.

1) buzz lightyear thingy. 2)family with that cowboy woman.

1) family with minnie 2) sis, pooh(my boyfriend), me.

1)see!! my car!!! yay! 2) me and my sis. nice pose right!!!

1)me and whoever... heh. 2) drinking water eh?

1) my mummy and me! smiles. 2) ya, me again!

1) dad,me,mum,sis. wheeeee... 2) my handprint! Haha. -.-

1) me and that whoever handprint. 2) hmm?! yummy!!

1) me and my sis with some rabbit. 2) my dad and me! =D
this is the end of my pictures! ciao!
私は実際に何でもよりもっと愛する。

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, March 22, 2008

camping at pulau ubin!!! =D

hello.. i really hope after this post.......
that i will really stop blogging............
i've told myself not to waste anymore time...
and just concentrate on my studies, or else i'll DIE!

anyways... yesterday went camping at pulau ubin.
with CFM, it was quite fun, and yet boring too. heh.
and this camping thing is really random can.. Zzz.
so we head off from uncle's house to changi there.
then took boat from there, water was splashing on my face!
then reached le.. we walked to somewhere...
the view of the sea was rather nice... heh.
then we went to pitch our tents there...
after pitching, we went to cycle...
cycled like stupid, my butt was pain. haha.
there was a lot of up and down slopes...
i love the down slopes, its damn fun...
except for one slope, looked super scary.

then got one point of time, i was cycling alone.
i was freaking scared la... was thinking of somebody.
then we cycled to one point where cannot cycle le.
then walked to the boardwalk thingy..
after that went up the viewing tower...
damn it, it was shaking la.. wth!! scary can.
then blahblahblah. went to eat dinner...
so many ppl forked out money for the dinner.
cos my dad got not enough. Haha!
and our table got my parents and 8 teenagers/children.
the rest of the adults were at the camping site...
the total amount of our dinner was $67. like over-budget sia.
LoL! food was nice. but i wasnt even full. =(

then went back to the camping site...
we decided to go for nightwalk at 8pm+, i think.
some parts werent as scary cos the moonlight was bright.
i was like sooooo scared la...
we sang songs, and i told stupid cold jokes. Zzz.
then got like a lot of parts very dark sia..
then we stopped at the toilet....
regina went in, and while shitting half-way.
the lights went off.. Haha. it was a sensor light thingy.
so we couldnt turn the lights back on.. LOL!
then uncle said what go back by ourselves.
one person every 1min then set off. wth crazy la.
then, reached back the campsite.
i was eating cup noodles and chips.. =)
the night sea view was nice, the aeroplanes were cute.
and then i slept at dunno what time.
was too tired, and hot. hehe.
then next day 7.45am went back to s'pore le...
it was such a nice and fun day we had, i guess so. haha.
what can i do to make you love me??
is this really the end? i wanna jio you.. seriously.
i still cannot forget you. and still loving you.
i know i have no hope alr, you'll never like me...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, March 20, 2008

please just let unhappiness go away!

past few days was fine... =D but i hate TRUST!
seriously i hate this freaking 5 letter word!!!
wanna know why cos it spoilt everything of 2008...
it made me not want to talk to 3 ppl la.. haiz.
i cannot ignore anymore ppl, makes me frustrated!

anyways, tuesday was lots of relief teacher day.
maths, ms alphonoso was the relief...
then after recess was hall time...
some stuff on bullying.. they had the same talk not long ago. -.-
then after that was Amaths. the vincent(sp?) was relief teacher...
and he damn LoL sia. his face like qian bian one. Haha!
during his lesson is damn crappy sia...
natalie took my whatever letter then i had to ask him.
i didnt know what it was called, so i was like........
cher cher, you got the that errr err that paper thing.
while i was during a rectangular shape. lolx.
and he was like 'what thing?' HahaHA!
then i saw it on the table and pointed it to him. heh.
and he was like 'whats this??!' Zzz. so weird la. i was so embarrassed la!
then ohya, natalie fell off her chair during his lesson. HAahaHAha!
it was damn funny. and nathanael got punishment by mr K. LOL!
then i was copying walton's paper. but vincent want collect le.
so i just give him the paper lor... and then he ask me i done le mah.
and i was like no la. then he gimme back walton's paper to copy.lolx.
where got teacher will let student copy work de. ZzzzzZzZ!!
then i was like i dunno how to see his handwriting la.
and vincent was like, then you want this paper? so much better right?!!
it was somebody else's paper which only got 3-4 steps.
so i was like nvm, forget it.. LoL. he was suan-ing me!
he damn crap sia, put the paper right in front of my face. wth!
and that nathanael very crazy sia.
keep on calling me 'white ghost' because of yesterday's flour thingy.. lolx. stupid la.
lolx. anyways, MT was another relief teacher. mr goh A.K.A porcupine.
mr goh got so many jokes sia.. haha. crazy one.
then was Ss, mr liew gave us his hotmail & hp no. LoL.
cos he not going to teach us le, but still teaching other classes. dots...
ok then after school, blahblahblah...
nicole aw cried because of something. HAIZ! i feel so sad.

then wednesday was boring day.. haha.

then is today!!! also nothing much de...
lalalalas... today is a ..................... dayyyy! Haha.
anyways, science all those was fine.....
lolx.then was english... mr chiang once again wasting paper!
after that was Ss... boring sia! new teacher.
i rather have that mr liew la.. -.-
then was maths.. that evil vincent comes in... damn it.
then we were going to start our maths H.A test...
then i was wanting to put my other papers into my file.
and he went to go look inside... wth?!
i think he thinks i wanna cheat... LoL!!! stupid!
then maths test ended... collecting paper time.
then he stopped at near my seat there...
and natalie was like saying, he like to stop at my seat here.
and i was like 'where got sia.' then, she concluded...
by saying that he likes me.. lame!! -.-
he so handsome, Confirm got girlfriend sia.
somemore SOMEBODY finds him cute wor!!!
and then he walk past natalie's table,
and then got like small space for him to walk only la.
then he said to natalie "i quite fat." Zzz!
then was Poa, i like mdm lau's teaching. very good.
but she talks toooooooo fast!! roarrr!
then after school, blahblahs.. stupid rehearsals.for the founder's day.
so many rehearsals till 11apr '08 sia!!
i hate it la.. kns... i wanna kill them. HAhaHA!
i love you i love you i love you
i mean NOTHING to you already?!
nvm, i know you have forgotten me...
there's no point loving you already right??! haiz.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, March 17, 2008

today sucked big time...

hello!!
today is a super horrible day. stupid!
Quek Mow Rong, im going to take revenge on you.
although revenge should be avoided, but i dont care!!

well, today school was hmmmm, fine?!
then after school we decided to pour flour on walton.
bcos, today is his bday!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! =D
walton, your birthday very "memorable" sia!! roar.
soooo, we all walked to soccer field...
then natalie went to try and pour on walton.
then he whack the flour bag away..
and i kena a lot of flour on me.. wth la..
so for the fun of it, i just tried to pour on walton.
but walton only kena a bit leh.. damn it la!!

then after awhile, we dont want pour flour le.
and the flour was with mow rong...
and he went to throw the flour at my ear and head.
then a lot of flour went in sia.. kns la.
but i didnt care, then 2nd time he go throw again.. roarrr!
i was like a retarded white person la.. omg lor.
and i still cannot hear properly... haiz.
i think the flour made it even worse... help??!
sian, swensens card expiring on 31 march.
i so long never eat swensens le la.. -.- LoL.
haha. this is so random.. but i dont want it to expire so fast.
ok whatever la.. thats all for today. bye.

P.S i love you...

ohohoh ya... and today's dream was LAME!!
and super random can. i wasnt thinking about them!!
i dreamt of me, nic mui and mr ye... Zzz.
let me tell you my weird lame dream.... =)
mrye: nicole you going to climb mountain arh??
nicole mui: (keeps her mouth shut)...
me: she going trekking...
mr ye, nic mui and me talked things, i cant rmbr.. HaHa!!! but only me and mr ye were talking while nicole kept her mouth shut. wth right?! lol.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, March 16, 2008

home sweet home!!! =)

hey yo!!! im back from HONG KONG & macau!! =D
i miss home. and singapore and friends!! heh.
anyways.... holiday-ing in hongkong and macau was great!
the weather compared to singapore was so much better!!
it was damn cooling la.. like air-con everywhere.
but i hate ear pressure. pissed off! now i cant hear properly.
my ear have been stuck for 5DAYS!!! roar!
very difficult to clear, cos it will be super pain. haiz.
and from s'pore till today i have had a blocked/running nose.
relax. im not sick, i think. its from singapore not at hongkong.
now i shall blog about past few days. cant really rmbr.
happy reading if you want to... it should be really long.
btw, i got no picts. to put. cos all photos in my father's camera.
i dont know how to put into the com.. haha.

1st day (wed-12/3/08)...
- took plane to macau. i love aeroplanes.hate pressure.
- went to best western hotel to check-in...
- went to eat dinner, i think... lolx. food rocks!
- and then went to shop around, i think.
- went to the venetian... lalalaa...
- ooh and they have the gondola ride thingy.
the gondoliers row you and sing when you reach the bridge.
its like so romantic. just imagine!!
and the gondoliers voices were cool la...
- then went back hotel. and Sleep! =D

2nd day...
- woke up i dunno what time. was so tired!!
- took cab to ruins of st. paul's church.
- ate breakfast there.. nice food again. but expensive.
i mean like everyday eat so cheap yet ex stuff is expensive!!
i know you dont get what i mean. heh!
- i climbed up the thing so scary!! like going to fall la.
- then we take cab back to hotel...
- went to take ferry to hongkong!! wheeee..
- it was a 1hr ride to hk... lalalalala... was sleeping. =)
- reach there, stayed at park hotel. nice hotel!! yay!
- we were not staying at hongkong side.
but we at kowloon side. at tsim sha shui...
- went to eat lunch at somewhere.. lolx.
- took MTR(mrt) to places i cant rmbr.
- ohya and the mtr stations have really cute names.
- for e.g... jordan, university, lai chi kok... =)
- and their mtr card is called 'octopus' Haha.
- took bus to 'The peak' nice place.
- the bus ride was scary, like the bus going to fall.
- i like hk's students uniform...
got like vest la. make them look so handsome/pretty.
- then went shopping. this is one thing i really HATE!!
- we really walked until leg pain la. stupid!
- and one cool thing. i go hk never buy anything back.
- so i went back hotel with my father first. hehe.
- and also cos my ear was driving me nuts!! =(

3rd day...
- woke up then get ready to go out.
- took train all the way to disneyland resort.
- the train to disneyland was omgosh-ly cute!
- ok, disneyland rocked my day.. hehe.
- went to play most of the games. but long queues.
- the only one i love was the 'buzz lightyear'...
- it was damn fun la.. the shooting game. so nice!
- i played like 4 times sia... hehe. but my scores were rubbish.
- im lazy to explain all the games i played.
- the only spectacular, amazing and wonderful thing was...
- the FIREWORKS!! it was damn nice. so long somemore.
- and they played music with the fireworks.
- and their timing was superb la.. cool man! loves!
- then took train to kowloon tong.
- went to meet my mother's friends, they treat us to dinner..
- then went to some place eat some dessert.
- mango rocks. then went back hotel and ya....

4th day...
- the normal stuff happens in the morning...
- ate breakfast at 'charlie brown cafe'
LoL! so cute la.. heh. got the snoopy characters!
- walked to avenue of stars...
you know the hand prints all those??!! ya thats where it is.
- then blahblah.. ate lunch at hotel.
- cos my father bought roasted goose for us..
it taste like duck. but still, its wonderful. cos food rocks!
- took ferry back to macau...
- stayed in the same hotel... then went to eat dinner.
- most of the dinner and lunch i eat 'sweet & sour pork'
i think bcos its sort of my favourite! haha.
- ohoh and one thing i notice in hk & macau.
a lot of ppl wear shoes/high heels/boots.. wth la.
im like so odd one out lor.. haha. -.-
- went to venetian hotel.... some casino cum hotel.
and one thing... all hotels in macau has a casino.
- oh oh oh and so my parents went inside for 45mins.
- my sis can go in de, but must accompany me cos ya...
- then so we went to mac to eat ice-cream and fries.
when i walked to mac i forgot that i have to order.
and goodness sake my cantonese suck like crazy.
i can only understand but dunno how to speak.
so i went to order, luckily got menu to point at.
then i went to ask for chilli, i speak in cantonese.
and i was like laughing la... omg! it was so alien to me.
ok whatever, i must buck up in cantonese!! lolx.
- then queue very long for a short ride back to hotel. Zzz.

5th day. last day.( fri-16/3/08)
- then today... early in the morning had to go to airport.
- the stupid checking person confiscated the jet knife.
its not really a knife but its a sharp object.
my mother forget to put in luggage. roar!
now another jet knife gone. haiz.
i was so pissed off until i scold back the person.
i was like 'you all everytime also confiscate our jet knife one leh!!, how can like that la. its just a jet knife. cannot put into the cargo for us meh!!! and you still want to leave it at macau airport, not even at singapore. (i was damn angry!) i told my mother that we must write-in and complain. i know its my mother's fault too but wat the heck la.. idiotic ppl. then i was like wa lao, i sue you all sia. Zzz. then the person said a lot of rubbish, she understand what i said, cool. then i just walked away with a black face like super buay song. she like scared of me sia. heh. but she still said they will put it at macau airport for 15days for us to take back. like what SHIT la! ROAR!
both jet knife i got feelings for it de lor. 10years+ la..
ok whatever!! stupid ppl. kns la..
then took plane back.. stupid ear pressure again!!
oh and the other swiss jet knife is at terminal one. i told my mother i want go terminal one to take and complain and scold them, but she dont want, she say most probably they throw away le.. wtf! asshole ppl. i hate this airport ppl. go die la!
then reached singapore about 3pm. wheeeee.
i love love love singapore. but hate the weather.
ok then home sweet home.. bye bye bye! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

wahahahas. i blog again!!

(continuation of today, at 11.00pm) lol.
guess what????!!!
i feel so lost and broken. =D

anyways!! today was wonderful...
afternoon supposed to meet aw,sh,nat..
at interchange. then aw and sh were still sleeping!
ZZzzzz!! haiyo. so me and nat went to mos burger to eat.
then went to montip(sp?) to meet them at 1pm.
and we walked around. aw went to buy fake nails.
then blahblahblahblahs lalalalalala...
then they decided to watch 'step up 2'...
i didnt watch la!!!
but cos i had to go church later in the evening.. =)
it was raining, luckily ernest lent me his Big umbrella. thanks!
and the rain was super big or heavy. okwhateveR!
the rain always against me de lor...
when reaching shelter liao, it suddenly so light or small. roaRR!
and yes, service was 'icantdescribehowgood'!
it was just freaking goody goody nice! smilesss!
and yups thats all. i shall totally stop here!!!

boo... i was playing sims2 again. lolx.
after today im not going to blog alr la.
blog too much le....
and hor, everything is going wrongly...
seriously... everything is so wrong.
and i totally have to study from holidays onwards.
i seriously seriously mean it!!!! damn.
im really not gonna procrastinate anymore.

and to all whom i have hurt (in someway)...
or suan-ed or whatsoever, and.........
causing friendships to go haywired..
i am once again... sooo very sorry!!
i really really truly mean it....
to ppl, whom i have ignored or show attitude to.
i truly and sincerely apologise.
cause i have had enough of everything...
I AM SO SORRY!!!
sorry, sorry, sorry!! sorry, sorry & sorry!!
if you want me apologise to you, face to face.
just tell me ok?!! and yes, i know that....
sorry, just cant help in anything.. heh.
please just accept my apologies, my friends. (:
cos im sure i have caused hurt to all...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, March 10, 2008

march march holidays!! -.-

hi. i blog today again? wth right?!
i just really feel like blogging. fun to me, i guess...
and.... its Royston's birthday! =) lol.
sooooo, happy birthday to you. hope you enjoy ur day!

ok well, today or should i say yesterday was fine...
had the wedding dinner at night....
i dont know who is the bride and bridegroom la.
although i know their names...
wee theng and claren.. LoL.
and omg, mr chia was there.. roar!!
i forgot that we were somehow related... -.-
but, this wedding dinner i had fun!!
at orchard hotel singapore.. haha.

without my parents but with my sis la.
and me and my sis act like guai kia...
but in actual fact i am guai. no need act de.
and so had fun eating.. yummy! =D
did sudoku... was difficult and easy. Heh!
then while eating dessert....
mr chia suddenly come to our table.. sianz.
then my uncle was like, greet ur teacher la!
and i was like -.- he doesnt teach me..
except for my sis... and then he asked me i what class.
so i said 3D, then i continued saying....
you teach physics, i study biology...(with a big smile.)
and he was like, ok, u're lucky.. Zzz! hehe!

then blahblahblahs... and yup. bye ppl. loves!
'edited'... sianz, now 1.30am le... and im bored.
just played sims2. but its so difficult for me..
i mean like i cant control the ppl well. roar!! -.-
and and, KIDS CENTRAL is nice.
dougie in disguise is a cute show! heh.
i love cartoon shows. smiles! bleh.

continuation of today....
practically everything is too late for me.
today really is a bad day...
but best part is during the night............
dont think wrong arh....................
because church service rocked! =)
school of prayers... smilesss!!!
rev. joe ellis preaching was a-w-e-s-o-m-e!
and i mean it... seriously...
but hate the going to church part,
cos is like my sis decided to take bus to punggol.
so took 34, and i saw a (idontwishtosee) person.
then took train back down to chinatown...
was like so long la.. annoying!! roar roar!

anyways, today morning...
shihui and aw came my house. lolx.
then natalie come around afternoon.
then we watched 1/8 of my Dna says i love you.
i totally like that cute guy... heh.
then we went to coffeeshop eat lunch.
nicole mui joined us..... then blahs.
then bought pandan cake for royston.. Zzz.
and went to school soccer field...
celebrated his bday there. hmmm, pandan cake?!!
so wrong right??!!!! whatever. i dont care.
its nicole mui's effort/thoughts...

I AM TALKING RUBBISH!!! =(
i think im really too sad, till my brain doesnt work.
then i dunno what happen le la.. ciao!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, March 08, 2008

there is no point in life...

hmmm, i dont even know why im blogging now.
i got no mood to blog, but still wish to blog.
guess im just bored la...
although i know i got LOTS of things to do. lol.
i really got no mood after seeing something... haiz. =(
i seriously got no hope la.. ok whatever.

and tmr, there is this wedding dinner to go to...
and for goodness sake......
i dont even know who's the one getting married!! -.-
my father keeps saying its my cousin...
and im like huh? cousin??
my father side de... i really wonder who la..
and i totally dont like my father side the ppl...
im super introverted to them...
well, and they always say im mute. wow! Zzz.
march got a lot of ppl the bday sia... haha. =)

in a few days time... im going to disappear...
wanna know why? nvm, i dont want to tell you.
and im so going to hate today till tuesday...
im like freaking busy... and why am i still blogging?!!
so gotta quickly finish the HOMEWORKS... bang!!
ok la... byebyebye.. goodluck to you girl. =(
i know he still loves you but not me. =)
i wish i didnt exist, or maybe i wish i dont know you at all.
the hurt wouldnt even be stuck there... this sucks!
im really wasting time loving you,
when i know you love her just too much.
its taking me forever to forget you...
its already about 2-3 months since we've last talked.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, March 07, 2008

this is the end of me. lol.

i feel sad... but happy too.
think is cos i dont want the march holidays.
cos cant get to see my friends and somebody! roar!

today was hmmmm, stupid??!

the results are like ZZzzzz!!

mrs quek and ms teo talk so long leh.

and they want to change my seat too. wth??!!

dont say i am stupid and useless already la!! =(

and yes, i wanna watch LEAP YEARS!! -.-

i shall go watch it with someone... =D

anyways, afternoon went to meet nic mui...

we went to buy bbt. then we talked!!!

talk & talk & talk.. blahblahblah..

laugh & laugh & laugh... hehe.

I LOVE YOU!! smiles! bigger smile. loves.

ok random.... Zzz! lalalala. i will miss you.

you are my bright shining star!!

15days... and 5 more days. sianz.

the cloud and sandcastles of love... bang!

come on, wake up from ur dreams!

no point concluding about you...

the truth wont ever be out!!

i wanna go out next week!! can??!

but i must study too. shit head...

hello, my name is shit.

yes, i know you knew long ago.

yup. random-ness. dying...

24days... all the best...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, March 06, 2008

i am a dissapointment in life...

i really miss the instructors and sec3 camp!! haiz.
anyways, today was erm, alright...
i shall only mention about Poa cos its damn funny.
it was mr ye's last day in school....
sooooooooooo, natalie kept on shouting, 'mr ye, nicole loves you!!'
then she everytime only shout 'mr ye' then stop... then mr ye everytime hear his name called, then he turned then like blur la.. Haha!
and finally, at the end of his lesson, natalie went straight to him and told him that sentence.. LOL!! its so funny la.. but nicole was damn embarrassed. lolx. she was screaming like siao la!
then blahblahblahs.... and went home... yup bye...
IM SORRY!! why am i always the one making things worse between friends... just what is wrong with me??!! i really suck being a friend to you guys la.. guess i've changed la huh. everything from now onwards is my fault. whatever i do to make ppl angry just blame me la ok?!! i seriously hate myself already la.. causing everything to be like shit... losing so many close friends.... this sucks! really sucks.
tomorrow is MTP... sianz. i dont want go sch with my father!! roar!! =(

sec3 camp held here!

3D class photo, at beach.

3D last day photo!! =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

accidentally in love...

wheeeeeeeeee... back from sec3 camp..
its rocks la... so damn fun... i love the instructors!!
anyways............ 1st day of camp...
early in the morning, had some workshop.. sianz.
then nicole mui go open back door, but cannot. she pull then bounced back.. HAha. then the coach saw and he was like giving the ?? face.. LoL!!
then i was so tired. then the stupid coach say what want choose register no. then say favourite number is 3... wth. luckily never ask me answer his stupid qns sia.. lol.
then played games... blahblahblahs.. then off we went to take bus...
then took boat to st.john island... lalalalala... =)
then eat our lunch there... do that 'hungry cheer'...
i cant rmbr what happened leh. then go to bunk 5...
after that night time played the 'kidnap game' thingy i think...
one person from our grp have to be tied to a chair with rafia strings then we have to play games at different stations to try and get key for the lock... fun. but tiring la.
then at night, dunno what time sleep la. but was super tired...

2nd day of camp...
had morning thingy, do what budhha claps early in the morning. i think.
then we have some session with mr yeoh... walked to the beach.
mr yeoh ask us go by some 'short cut' in the end, its not even short cut can.. a lot of classes in front of us la.. lame la... mr yeoh anyhow say de... roar!
it really looks like 'east coast park', makes me feel so....... nvm..
then, talked talked... felt so cold cos of the wind... but nice feeling.
and mr yeoh really loves to suan natalie la.. hahahaha!!
then come back play the 'survivor' game thing...
have to run here run there again... and our first game was to get to the dunno what thing without stepping on concrete.. difficult la.. then got the caterpillar thingy.. painful game sia. i like want to die already la.. but of course, no way will i give up. this game hor, really must be Thick Skin sia.. hahaha. or else ur skin may tear.. hehe... then got what, blind-fold thingy. then the pyramid thing, and then the checkerboard thingy, i rmbr audrey fell down there. ouch, like on her butt isit.. dunno la. i only know the floor is damn dirty.... -.-
anyways. then after that survivor game. had some, waterbomb thingy..
luckily i didnt play.. i really dont wanna get wet anymore. my shoes were soaking wet, cos the bottom got holes one mah... lol.. then so, 1st round 10 ppl played. then 3D won. last part the amanda throw waterbomb at szeyan and clara.. then they two, block each other then stand with each other, with their hands cling together. so amanda just throw it in between them la.. common sense. then sy and clara keep making a big fuss. wth la.
then 2nd round... the 3B and 3A all gang up and come against 3D... like almost all the girls walked towards us, like ah lians la.. no offence but it really looked like they all were ah lians. i was damn angry with them la. just because we won first round you all gang up and come against us, where got this kind of ppl de.. i very buay song them lor... roar roar!!
then the siew hui always make a damn big fuss, just bcos brendan throw waterbomb at her then she say he smack at her back... Zzz. hello, common sense la, who wouldnt use full force to throw waterbomb at somebody??! you dumb or what?!! somemore is smack ur back only, not as if is ur face or what... Zzz!! rubbish leh!! -.-!!
then after waterbomb game, we practised for our 'warcry' 'cheer' 'dance'...
then blahblahblah... went to wash up and stuff... i never once stepped into the washing room la, everytime only go toilet.. lol. i guess nic mui and natalie also never... Haha.
then we had our dinner... then practice again... fun fun...
and now, it was the CAMPFIRE!!! whee whee!! =)
ohya, and natalie in the morning, her voice was like sexy!! i mean like her voice like going to no more already.. LOL!! haha.
anyways, campfire was fun... and was going crazy. i was going high ok. so nic mui and natalie dont anyhow say i never go high.. i even wanted to go and dance with instructors but ppl sure will say why i so extra.. lolx. anyways, the high element was damn funny la.. high element A.K.A instructors going crazy... HahaHA!!
then last part of campfire, the instructors dance for us to see... so nice la. and instructor cherie and eugene dance like they are a couple la.. nice!! esp, the accidentally in love that song.. they dance like some professional dancers.. lol. =D
then the chief veron/veronica, ask us to bend down our heads and close our eyes then tell us everything from 1st day till today, it was like making me so emotional.. then ask each instructor to say some words to us... and then it was like so touching la... and nicole mui cried.. lol.
3D was supposed to have night walk, but mr yeoh say like going to rain in the end also never rain i think.. eeyer!!! then he say have morning walk at 5am if want to..
but hor, we woke up at 5.30am.. i seriously damn tired!!! =(

3rd day of camp...
ya, woke up.. then blahblahs...
had breakfast, we were passing a lot of buns to the back where the guys were sitting, then they take a lot of buns la.. lolx. then nathanael damn cute sia, bcos a lot of ppl pass him the soyabean milk then when nic mui pass him the drink he was like 'wei,ehhhh/oiii. i want the hotdog/red bean buns la, dont want anymore soyabean milk!!' LOL!!
had to clean up bunk 12.. isit?? aiya, whatever cant rmbr!!
then had some talk and stuff with instructor cherie... she so act cute. lol.
then took a class photo and then go take boat, and then take bus back to school, where instructor eugene said byebye to us from bus there... haiz!!
i really miss instructor eugene and instructor cherie so much la!!! =(
i love them!!! lolx. then ya bye...
the camp was so much FUN... esp, looking at somebody from afar.. heh. and the games were tiring and difficult but it was sooooooooo fun!!! yay! fun-ness!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, March 02, 2008

this is gonna be the End!!

hey there... i love you ppl. =D
anyways... there's this saying... 'never judge a book by its cover'
now i know that its so true.. and i mean it!!
you have totally changed ever since .............. ya...
its like you insult ppl like nobody's business.
and then you rejoice over ppl's failure. what is this??!!
are you human or not?? what happened to you?
and see this carefully... you've got no feelings at all.
we were once friends!! FRIENDS you know!!
how could you be like this to us now...
and trying to steal her away from us... this is so selfish!!
but there is this phrase from the bible...
which GOD says... LOVE UR ENEMIES like how you love urself.
so i shall love you... although you are not my enemy. heh. =)
anyways. i still cannot stand my yesterday's dream sia. its like so wrong!!! can you imagine, teckmeng and ernest kissing.. very wrong right?!! i wondered how could i dream a dream like that sia.. but i wished the later part of my dream comes true lor.. haizzz. and today still dream about seeing roy's phone the msgs... wth?? then found out that i misunderstood him, then blahblahs. but its a dream la. Zzz! all my dreams are like freaking wrong and weird la... whats up with my mind!! -.-

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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