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Sunday, December 30, 2007

never let you go? i will let you go!

heys. well, im blogging again.. really nothing better to do.
and i just simply love blogging. dont know why either...
anyways. yesterday went to uncle's house... and when about to go off that time. they were like saying the helicopter couldnt fly. so i just anyhow touch the switch... then the helicopter can fly le.. LoL! well, it listens to the owner!!
ok and then today... my mum brought yvonne to church. and yvonne brought along a friend called benz... and benz knows kieran. lolx. small world?! nah! and everytime i look at yvonne she just reminds me of her parents. who died in a cruise ship thingy. its just like titanic la.. very sad la!!! =(
ok then after church went to vivocity with my sis to find my cousins.
then walk around. bought donuts. stupid! and then went to pets safari to see the dogs and hamsters.. so cute la. i wanna own hamster leh. last time look after all very fine what. but now no more le cos all died. duh!
after that took mrt back home.. some person was playing 'never let you go - janice wei' haizzz. felt like crying la.. just realised i have been lying to myself... i guess so...
anyways.. now my house is so super duper clean. i love it. although is not i clean de. but i got help a bit leh.. i love my house.. serious!! =)
and 7.15pm was watching mr and mrs smith. i like this show. it rocks! the last part is the best.. HahaHA!
happy endings are always endings that have not yet ended.
ok la.. im done... bye! sch's starting soon.. roarrrrr!!
and a new year is beginning. hope next year will be great!! lolx.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, December 29, 2007

think of me at every 11:11 will you?!

im bored la. thats why i always blog. hehe.
well, now watching 'save the last dance for me'.. i love this show!
just now the 'reaching for the stars' ended in a happy ending.
why do most dramas always end in happy endings..
why cant they just be like the reality where things dont normally end happily.
dramas just makes you think of fairytales... =D
how i wished i was living in a fairytale world. hehe.
and im not useless ok?! i know i am NOT! lol.
the trust that once was gone, never returned. haizzz...
whats the point of forcing love when you know it'll end up in misery.
and omg.. i love 'romantic princess' this show damn nice la!!
i like the ep.4.. where she tried the wedding dress. and then wu zun was thinking in his mind that 'she is really beautiful,really!' it seems super touching to me until i cried la. hehe.
curse me at every 4:44am/pm and..........
think of me at every 11:11am/pm will you??!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, December 28, 2007

im going crazy!! Haha!

hellooooo. im back from airport!!
and while going there saw the huge view of the plane. so nice!!
then... went eat dinner there first. with aunty flora and family and uncle dennis family... and kevin cannot stop talking one sia.. haiyo!!
well, after eating.. headed to skytrain to T3. while walking there kevin keep on taking picts. of me... -.- and all take until my action super weird la. i mean like he take always so wrong timing..
then oh and my father keeps saying cheng hua is my bf. Zzz -.-... cos the other time 3d2n my father took the video of me taking present from him. and the video only 2secs long.. LOL!!! and he still joke say must hug him.. ahhhh wth!
anyways... T3 quite nice.. very modern!! haha!
ohhh and all of us i mean everybody even the adults were playing with the travellator/conveyor belt where they put the luggage one and we were like taking our weight.. HahahA! ok. and then went home. watched the last 5 mins of witch yoo-hee and it was the last episode somemore. wth!! ok bye!
hey yo yo yo!!! hehe. =D
well, today went out with mum and sis to century sq to eat.
and then went to mondo buy shoes.. yay!!
then walked around.... blahblah..
and then went to buy bbt, saw eugene.
and he still calls me jiajia liang teh. evil la!! roar!!!
then went back home. and then to nicole mui's house.
bought bbt again. LoL! im going to die...
anyways.. later in the night going to airport.. wheeeeee!
im flying off. haha. jkjk.... -.-
like where can i go when sch is starting in a few days time.
going to the airport rocks. cos can see aeroplanes. lalalalala!
seeing aeroplanes just makes me Happy.
just hope i wont miss the 9pm,chn8 and 10pm,chnU show!!
i guess im really going crazy.. siao le la...
okay byeeee... enjoy the rest of ur holidays bah...
think of me at every 11:11am/pm... LOL!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

photos!! =D

well, had a really great time there... the 3D2N was really FUN! love this group of ppl. hehe. at least this thing took my mind off things.. LOL! ok here are the photos......

edison is sooooo cute la!

they look totally stupid la... HahaHA!

the 4 guys. like they own the road like that...

now 3 guys.. and edison is really cute la!!! =)

'brotherly love' lol!

some stupid catapult that is... lolx.

tsunami sia.. hehe.

wth la. like sumo wrestlers like that...

this pict. very cool leh bcos of jasmine...

what is this?? water fight arh?!!

he's stupid.. kena bully by children somemore... muahahaha!

some weird group photo... ppl from (top left to right then bottom left to right), carter, yi ling, felicia, cheng hao, wei liang, cheng hua, xiang, shavien, me...
jasmine, zi qing, yi min, regina, kelvin, zhe hui, edison... =D

ok another funny photo.. lol.

and oh, i didnt feel sad at all la.. guess my heart alr break until cannot break le. maybe cos i felt like i just couldnt trust you anymore. and got no more love for you... there's no returning back. yay! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

school's starting!!

heys... one more week to sch.. if im not wrong. haiz!!
anyways. today morning went out with nicole mui to sch, cos she wanted to buy sch uni and pe t-shirt. LoL...
and then went to eat lunch with her. and then went her house to watch some show.. if im not wrong its called 'love wrecked' its a rather nice show leh... amanda bynes is really pretty. hehe. well, the show ended in a happy ending. and that makes me really happy. HahaHA! if only reality would always end in happy endings.. LoL. that would never happen. cos reality really sucks. how i wish i was living in some fairytale world.. LOL! anyways... ya im done.... BYE!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Merry Christmas to everyone!! Haha!

anyways... after yesterday went off from aunt's house and then back to uncle's house.. and when we reach pasir ris. they all at the swimming pool there wanting to play game le. lol. then after playing the game... li jun, xiang, wei liang,cheng hua, my sis and I played the truth or dare... using a can of beer to spin. LoL!
and after playing that it was about to be 12midnight le.. so those 3 guys, wei liang, cheng hua and xiang went to run from one end to the other shouting 'Merry Christmas' omg la... its damn dumb la. but funny sia!! =D
then after celebrating and stuff, btw, this year's christmas seems to be the most entertaining one la.. it was really FUN!! too crazy le la.
and then went to the 2nd floor the room to play truth or dare.. actually it was more of some private talk with the more mature ppl. HAHAHA!!
and well, li jun seemed really interested in our love life la. LOL!
wei liang said a lot of things. gave so much info. hahaha. then cheng hua seemed really drunk he talked totally a lot of crap la. but if he was drunk he wouldnt be saying that he was drunk. errr.. lol! then li jun also said some stuff and they also ask me.. omg la. i want die sia. that stupid dumbass cheng hua. you good! you very good!! still ask who is kj, still say he called me dear in my tagboard. wth la. my sis down there leh. anyways i didnt say much things la. just have to say i got no bf or else i will really die lor... hehe. then well, we talked till 2am+...
ok then next day. which is today. which is also christmas! lolx.
we played the wet event at swimming pool there. played some water bomb stuff la.. its rather fun la... then next was to push everybody into the pool. so crap la. didnt want to go into the pool with my clothes on so didnt go in lor. muahahaha!
anyways. then 2pm+ went home le... yup. ok bye!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, December 24, 2007

lalalalalalaaaa... =D

Boo!
well, yesterday night went nightwalk to downtown east...
the guys wanted go into the red house... -.-
and then dunno do what la. we walked around downtown east... and i saw geraldine phua there.. HahahaHA.. she so late down there dunno do what sia.. lol.
then went to downtown east go McCafe went drink and eat.
then walked back they were like singing Silent Night... omg!!
its like so damn scary la.. i mean ghostly.. hehe. somemore midnight leh. luckily they stopped singing even before we reach near the red house. or else arh i really will freak out sia. somemore got so many weird noises. eeyer!!!
then reach back we played 'whacko'... stupid sia..
ok then today morning went to 'pasir ris beach' idiot sia. i tired leh.. i want sleep! anyways... reach there after eating played games... and blahblah...
then walked back. and then some went swimming then me and my sis play the Nds. fun leh. the cooking mama2.. hehehe. and then eat cup noodles for lunch.. crappy. that stupid cheng hua still gimme honey stars. fine lor. i eat honey stars for lunch. but too bad i didnt... LoL!
and then went eat swensens with my family cos my mum bday. =)
then went home. and i sleep then when suppose to wake up nicole mui just nice call me... HAHA! and then now at my aunt's house. after eating and stuff will be going back to uncle's house.. LOL!!! every year like that de.. ok bye!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

fun? no lor... HAhaHA!

hello...
now not at home at uncle's house.. lalalala!
went there around 2pm+... then watch tv and use com.
then after that we(cousins) spilt into groups... cos playing some game. if im not wrong they call it amazing race -.-...
well, so we walked to pasir ris beach cos thats where the first clue is at. then walked to whitesands... tiring sia... lol.
then as some treat that our group won they bought us doughnuts.. lol.
and then we took bus back. and then while walking back to the house it suddenly rained heavily la.. we no umbrellas somemore sia.... Haha!
so walked in the rain.. wanted slowly walk de but my sis want the car come out so take car back lor... squeeze like crazy inside.. HahaHA!!
well, later going night walk to downtown east.. stupid la!! hehe.
okay bye ppl.. byebyebye!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

trust is also such a big word!

and to think that i really trusted you this time.
but you betrayed my trust again... why??!!!!!
feel like just DYING and leaving you with her. but i still love you...... AHHHHHHH!

seriously why must you do this to me. what did i do to him and her? what???! i didnt even betray ur trust sia... i will believe and trust you just this one more time.... ok la. fine la. im useless in everything i do. even keeping this relationship well also cannot. to the extend that he Did kiss her. seriously im damn useless la.. even my sis says im useless. how useless can i get?! am i really that useless? i guess so la.. and NA students not stupid they can be clever just that lazy use their brains only but only im stupid in every single thing i do. even in my studies. just one stupid girl... natalie.. DIE is the best solution right?? Haha!
and im really like one piece of shit la, ya what you said is right. no, wait im far more worse than a piece of shit... how wonderful is that... and im super desperate for guys la until go stalk every single guy i see la huh. and audrey did you realise whenever i talk to you i dont really use any bad words. cool right. is cos i dont want offend you. but too bad you seem to be offended. and i dont care. cos i didnt use any hurtful words i guess... anyways. nvm. im not going to care alr.
well, yesterday cry on the phone while talking to natalie, about 12am++ i think and i cry until 3am sia.. cool. and then thought after sleeping will be alright. today morning wake up.. think think think then tears just started to drop again.. haizzzz... you did hurt my feelings really deeply this time round... trusting you is just too difficult now. and superman is stupid la. so lan one. cannot help de. superman also cannot be trusted. but is he far more worse than superman? that i dont know... Hahaha. and my blog song the guy sing totally describing me sia.. serious! i mean like... nvm. i want to be with you but im so scared. and my tears keep falling from my eyes. and times wont change my love for you. but i cant do anything to keep you. and you think that love ain't here to stay. i dream the future and all i see is dark. listen to ur heart baby the truth will set sparks. ok thats all, ya the truth really set sparks going in the wrong way. argh. i dunno what i talking... and hidayah. u're really crazy. my life where got like drama serial sia. although rather exciting. and you said drama serials end in happy ending. i hope mine will be a happy ending lor. i hope so. and i promise you i wont be sad le. hidayah i support you in whatever you do too. LoL! and i really shouldnt cry anymore or else will have blockednose.. stupid!! but im still crying la. wth!! well, shall look forward to christmas bah. im supposed to be in christmas mood and all this just made me super frustrated and confused. and will also look forward to 2008. hope it will be a much better year. okay im done writing.. byeeeeeeeeee! =(

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, December 21, 2007

i dunno who the heck to believe now!!!

well, just came back from meeting nicole mui to buy bbt with her...
and she wanted to post a letter la then forget to put stamp. LoL! and well,royston seems to know everything,eh... you got private investigator isit?! oh i forgot you say you got bluetooth in ur head.. wow!! LoL. then, erm.... early in the morning went with my mum to tm to buy things for christmas... went to the body shop and the faceshop. lolx.
bought lots and lots of things... and i follow her go cos she keep asking me to help her carry the things back home cos she need to go out...
so well, had to carry home so many things... and the sun is damn hot! its like you're in a sauna in 100 degrees celsius la... Haha. exxagerating!! but its seriously can feel the heat sia!! today the weather so much difference from other days...
and the things were very heavy but well treat it as some form of excercise lor. Haha!
oh and please la audrey. dont call us uncivilised ppl when we havent even go to ur doorstep to fight you la... haiyo!!! and if you want to post so much of ur hates on ur blog come and write it in my tagboard first la.. haizzz.
oh and somemore say i DESPERATE for guys hor... what prove have you got to say that? isit want me break-up with him then not desperate le la. aiya, say whatever you want la... ass sia you, go eat cow dung then later get food poisoning la.. oh and say im like shit or even worser than shit hor? ok fine very good. how did you know my nickname that sharmaine give me was SHIT arh? and you insulted me how many times alr? a lot right? very good, you can really go eat shit and die. isit you want me when sch re-open go confront you? you want isit? fine i will...
and me calling you idiot is like insult once only leh. wth la. and you had to get ur revenge by insulting me like dunno how many times. haiyo!!!!
and im sorry i dunno how to check the code thingy.. and even if you clear ur name, all my friends will still say their hates about you. cos its not only this incident that make them so fed-up with you ok??!
and now im totally Confused.. dunno who to believe??! natalie or kj or audrey? but i dont think i will care much about this, or else it will spoil my christmas mood. and i tell you im seriously looking forward to christmas and the 3d2n thingy... lol.
and the kissing thing, i dunno whether to believe la. only unless i saw it with my own eyes... just dont feel like trusting you. im sorry if i say like that seems like im telling the whole world. but i dont think anybody understands what i writing la.. so like ya. and if i ever tell anybody about the cofidential thing between you and me de, im sorry. cos i only can tell everybody one thing... DONT EVER TRUST ME, COS I WILL NEVER KEEP A PROMISE... and promise is such a BIG word! and only if you are my close friend then i will keep ur promise. im serious. okay i guess thats all i've gotta say.. bye ppl...
oh and cheng hua... dont worry i will definitely make ur christmas wish come true. but if dont have wine or beer or vodka or whatever drink that has alcohol then too bad ur wish wouldnt come true.. ok i'll try using heineken's. if i can even get hold of it. LoL!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, December 20, 2007

how to believe that you are not the pest.

ok today morning went out to tm and cs... lol.
and a lot of ppl la bcos its public holiday. Haha!
and then came back home.. and blahblah..
oh and natalie is back!!! wheeeeeee!!! =D
and bread with chili sauce rocks.. im serious! lolx.
and the woman who called me yesterday... why ask me how come royston knows about this? you scared of him isit, scared he wont become ur friend isit??! i dont even think he wants to be ur friend la.. Haha.. oh and why do you care if royston knows, are you like guilty or what??! haizzz. and if you and ur friends werent the ones who did it why care so much?! and why call me give me excuses saying its not her,trying to make urself innocent? it doesnt help la, it only makes me doubt you ppl more... and if you ppl were'nt so bo liao why call me to say that its not her, just leave this matter alone la. if you find that we accuse you why must that woman call me to ask stupid qns,why want know so much since you all say its not you do de? and why suddenly call me to like persuade me that its not her, scared kj dont want be ur friend le arh??! and audrey and friends you want know why i still cannot believe you. bcos you anyhow insult ppl de leh. you insulted shihui by calling her cheap. just bcos she went out with guys. this is not called cheap ok?! cheap is more like selling ur body. and you anyhow insult her like that.. whats ur problem??! and ya i know this was a quite long ago thing but i still cannot stand it ok... idiot!!! and now that passer-by insults me. its hard to believe that its not you... why dont you try insulting everyone in singapore la, see what will happen to you... and i just want to mention this one phrase... god bless those who are blessed and curse those who are cursed... maybe a bit no link la. but i just like this sentence.. hehe. ok thats all. bye!!
ahhhhh... the 'witch yoo hee' really very nice show leh. its just super cute. my meaning of cute is not what you ppl think cute is. i just got no other words to explain this show.. Hahaha! its just very funny and nice and everything. but today one a bit sad la.. i dont like the kim jeung hoon(sp?) in this show. he like act cold cold de then like very evil.. stupid sia. his face so handsome why want him like act so bad de. LoL! but this show is cool cos 3 guys fall in love with the same girl if im not wrong her name is yoo-hee? isit? anyways. most love shows is 2 guys fall in love with one girl but this one is 3 guys leh.. she very xing fu sia... Hahahaha!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

omg!! im really getting pissed!!!!

im really pissed off le la!!! seriously, passer-by... you are childish!!!!! what you want from me??? who the hell are you?! you are either really some passer-by who knows me, or else is my friend(impossible!) or else is either audrey and her grp of friends, or agus and his grp of friends(which is like so not,although they hate me).. LOL!
and if its that girl that i have been mentioning... if you want him so much just say la, i really dont know what you want la... i cannot take it anymore.. i really dont want to cry over this kind of things you know... please la get the hell out of my life! please!!!
anyways.. today went sch for handbell, had to practise for the recruiting thingy for next year.. then had to polish bells. i polish till want die le sia...
and then went home.. wanted to sleep de but scared overslept then cannot see 'ren wo au you' so didnt sleep lor.. haiz....
and actually today supposed to go ecp with nicole mui they all de but then had to go for handbell so too bad... sorry! hehe..
and the 9pm,chn8 show i dont really get it lor... who's bad?? jin long or kaijie?! or maybe nobody bad la... LOL!
okay gtg le bye... and passer-by, whoever you are just get lost will you... and stop being irritating you're really making me pissed!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!!!

roarrrrrr..... im really bored la.. forever de.
i really think i should go do some christmas shopping. since im so bored.. but like how to shop also no money!! Hahaha!
and my cough isnt getting any better... throat still like itchy like that. and my voice abit weird like also very low... even nicole mui say like something wrong with my voice... haiyo!!! LoL!
today had a very weird dream/nightmare... it was something like going to malaysia then suddenly some ppl want to kill me,my sis and my dad... and i was crying like crazy... i mean in my dream.. haizzzzz...
anyways.. 2 more days till natalie is back! yay!! Hahaha!
and 5 more days to that stupid 3d2n thingy... if this year is going to be as boring as last few years de i tell you arh i will never go again sia... although i not sure this year is who plan de...
and this year still got the night walk to downtown east... omg im going to freak out i tell you... at night go walk crazy arh.. downtown east at night very fun meh also nothing to do there de.. although i look forward to this thing la.. but also dont really look forward to it.. Haha. contradicting...
oh and 7 more days to christmas.. if im not wrong... wheeeeee! lolx.
ok thats all i've got to say.. ByE!
and once again i say 'witch yoo hee' is Cuteeee!! and dont tell me the show 3 guys fell in love with this 1 girl.. LOL!
omg... tmr have to polish bells!! haiyo!!! i will be dead tired la...

i know i can trust ur words, but sometimes i still doubt it. can you assure me that ur words are true??! does she really have no intentions?! does she want you back so badly??! haizzz. i really want you by my side as i love you just sooooo much!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, December 17, 2007

isit time to study??! lol.

heys... today went out with nicole mui to buy bbt..
then went to her house watch hsm2 again.. LOL!
i really like the 'gotta go my own way' and 'everyday'... this 2 songs really nice lor... hehe..
and then watched 'ren wo au you' with her.. then went back home.. lolx.
ok i practically forget what i want to blog le.. since i cant rmbr. i shall stop here.. Hahaha! bye!
oh and.. the show 'witch yoo hee' is damn cute. and i repeat CUTE! and really funny la... hehe... and one more thing... oiiii, girl. i mention ur name in my blog got wrong isit?! and you didnt offend me. but ur smses make me really annoyed so i will get offended... if you dont like what i said get lost la, dont come my blog see la.. its my blog leh. and you come anyhow 'scold' me i will totally get irritated and offended ok... so pls dont offend me, and im not in the mood to be offended... just what you want from me la? him? i dont get you, you know!!! once again i say PLEASE dont offend me or else i dunno what will happen la... i not a good person to offend okay???! and if you dont like me say la! and if you got no intentions to do anything why did you have to ask me stupid things... crap leh you!! and you shouldnt only treat close friends well, thats not the way. and maybe some things i heard from my friends are wrong about you but its bcos you only treat ur close friends well and thats why maybe other ppl will think you are a bad person. so you should totally try treating everybody the same and not do anything bad to anyone... ok?! anyways. thanks! dont offend me cos im not yet offended by you. just maybe warning you. if you dont want me to say that you are a bad person dont ever offend me... and you may tell ur friends that im some crazy person and a person who anyhow mention ur name in my blog you can go ahead i dont care. as long as i did nothing wrong.

i dont wish to lose you...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

annoying la!

the tears just wouldnt stop. dont know whats wrong with me again. my mind just keeps thinking and thinking of all the negative stuff... its just like my heart just broke into many many pieces........... haizzz. sherilyn!! please dont cry alr la! just cheer up and smile!!! =D

eh... yesterday morning wake up coughing like crazy. crap!
then... watched chnU from 1pm-7pm again.. i love the shows la.. esp. the 3-5pm de.. if im not wrong the show is 'save the last dance for me'... and everytime i see the yingxiu cry i will cry la.. Haha! the shows from 3-7pm i cry a lot de la! and the 3-5pm show got one part where yingxiu got bullied then kena pushed to the table then the glass thingy was about to drop on her and then jiyi went to quickly protect her from the thing.. good sia.. how i wish............. nvm! hehe. and saturday's episode they were back together alr.. yay! Hahahaha!
anyways... went out eat dinner and blahblah. saw some ppl i dont wish to see at the coffeeshop.. stupid! LOL!
then, went uncle's house. then blahblahblah.. then come home.. while sleeping suddenly start coughing like siao again.. haiyo!!
then anyways.. today, went out shopping with my mum and sis.. went to see some 'utterrubbish exhibition' and i walked less than 1hr leg pain le.. irritating la!!
then went to cityhall to shop... then after eat finish dinner suddenly nicole aw,shihui and audrey sms me.. wah.. and audrey, i dont know what you want to do with me la.. although you say you got no intentions to do anything. but you ask me that qns i will never ans you bcos i dont know you that well and u're just my schoolmate and i dont talk to you, so you have no rights to know anything la... im sorry. oh and you said if the ans to the qns was 'yes', there's something i should know... although im rather curious but i dont really care. cos i dont know whether to trust ur words or not.. lol.
anyways.. then ya. went home.. and yup. byeeeee!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, December 15, 2007

im back! got miss me anot?! lol.

well. i just decided to blog now since got nothing better to do.
anyways. im back from malaysia. i know all of you miss me. Haha!
btw, nicole mui. im sure you can find that guy that you couldnt find for so long. if you have the fate sure can find de.. Haha. and i will help you find de. but hor i dunno how he look like la. unless i go knock on every door of blk858... LoL!! good luck to you for finding that guy bah.

10thdec...
i slept at 12am on sunday. and had to wake up at 4.30am. stupid!
then after that went to meet the rest... had to sit in my aunt's car...
blahblah.. then went to eat breakfast at... i dont know where... lol.
then while my aunt was driving she suddenly nearly bang onto the railing la.. stupid la.. natalie i told you i very scared of going to malaysia le! Hahaha...
and then went to Jusco to shop.. boring la! all i could think of was to sleep!!
and then went to hotel equatorial... cos my aunt they all staying there with the rest of the church ppl mah. then my family went to the hotel mahkota...
then went to eat lunch. and then went to the mahkota parade/shopping centre to shop lor... bought movie tickets for 'enchanted' cos my sis want to watch...
then played daytona at arcade there. played 3 rounds and was 2nd,1st,3rd... the last round my sis and dad just caught up and i just went to bang onto railing cos no more time le. and my driving is damn reckless de.. and to think i want to own a sports car.. Haha!
then went to eat dinner after watching movie. then went for church camp's night service. and hotel equatorial got s'pore channels(chn8,chnU,kids central,chn5)... unfair!
and everytime after service we all would go up to my aunt's room. and i will watch the 'witch yoo hee' rather nice show la.. lol... =D

11thdec...
went to near coffee bean to eat breakfast. brought my sis laptop to play neopets. LoL!
and then went shopping.. i didnt buy anything.. and i just wanted to sleep again. all i did there was eat and sleep.. eat a lot la.. crazy de!
and was suppose to meet my aunt and uncle then in the end everything all go wrong. they were sort of quarreling in the food court. so loud la.. wth sia!
and for the few days that we were in meleka/malacca... we got a lot of communication problems... really got a lot of communication breakdown la. irritating!
then eat lunch at kenny rogers.. then go i cant rmbr where. and then went to eat dinner at japanese restaurant... lolx. then went for night service... and blahblah....

12thdec...
i cant rmbr much la.. HAha...
oh went for morning service. i was nearly falling asleep. hehe.
then went to eat lunch at some coffeeshop..
and then went to walk around at jonker street there... walked for like 2hrs and my legs damn pain le la... and was so tired somemore.. haizzz...
and then went into some hotel.. got one part of the hotel got birds inside.. then the birds making bird's nest... and i didnt know bird's nest was made out of birds saliva.. disgusting la. but the birds were really cute. and malaysia got a lot of birds lor. everytime night time at the trees near the pahlawan shopping mall got super a lot of birds on the trees.. lol.
then went eat dinner at i forgot where le la. then went for night service. yup.

13thdec...
went for morning service again... then went to eat lunch at some peranakan restaurant. i love the food and the chendol. always eat until so full sia.. hehehe.
then went to pahlawan to shop... but me and my father went to starbucks to sit and buy drink. and i used the laptop again.. Hahaha...
then went buy cake for aunty esther's bday... lolx.
and then went for night service... and then we quickly rush up to the hotel room and then put the candles properly liao then the only thing we couldnt find was the matchsticks. bcos it was a non-smoking floor. stupid la!! and this was suppose to be some surprised bday cake thingy. and while we were lighting the candles she came in.. Haha. crap!!
and then blahblah.. went back hotel at 12am.. and went to eat the duck that we bought in the afternoon.. LoL!!! then went to sleep. hehehe.

14thdec...
woke up then went to eat breakfast at some bakery...
then went to meet the rest. and then went home.. yup. thats all i guess.
and the whole trip didnt even buy any shoes or clothings la. and didnt even buy chewing gum or bubble gum to eat there.. LoL..
and too bad dont have picts. to put.. Hahaha.

i really miss you so much and love you so much la.. hehe.
and everytime i think of you. i think of her... and when i think of her sometimes i start to cry... guess im just too scared that you will go back to her one day... its just this little trust i lack in you. maybe bcos if i trust you too much my dissappointment next time will be even more. and if i lack a little trust i will feel weird.. arghz... i dont know, dont know and dont know.. HAIZ!!! btw, hope you get well soon. dont later fall sick until very cham i will worry a lot de leh.... anyways. i will try to trust you to the fullest that i can...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, December 09, 2007

tmr and 6 more days. LoL.

hey yo!! Haha... =D
yesterday watched tv from 1pm-7pm. how wonderful is that. but the shows are really nice what. cant help it... lol. oh and i cannot stand it those shows where involves love. and then there is always 2 girls liking one guy and one of the girl is for sure to go and set up the girl and guy whenever they are together just to get the guy's love.. wth la.. esp, the ren wo au you. the yilin very idiotic leh. always want spoil the jiajun and kaixin's love for each other.. btw, i dont think you understand what i talking la.. but just like ya... why is love so complicated?! why why why?!!!! Haha.
then my sis and dad always quarrel de leh. irritating sia. and my mum was like i everytime just sit there keep quiet.. lolx. good what.. also partly bcos i dont care. then she was like the person she scared most is me.. cos see like i keep my mouth shut de. but one day if i cannot take it bcos of their quarreling im like going to explode and shout at them to just keep their mouths shut.. quite true la. but i hate being invovled in quarrels. like whats the use? you cant get anything out of it what?! waste saliva talking only... Hahaha!
anyways.. today nothing much la.. morning totally no mood to talk... thinking of a lot of things until brain really want burst le la.. hehe.. took train back to tampines. i saw ms marya! dunno why i so happy also. Haha. then went century sq buy things with my sis. damn she look at things take so long. and i kept asking her to quickly buy then go le la.. stupid lor. and then saw roseline. she's pretty lor. LoL. okay im done. bye.
and tmr im going off to malaysia le.. and nicole mui's coming back. crap la. LoL. happy yet sad. i'll miss you ppl. =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Boring......

haiz... im really bored la.. lol.
anyways............. yesterday the winner for antm cycle 8 was jaslene. ahhhh. damn it la.. nicole if you want to know what happened read this... renee didnt win and instead it was jaslene!! stupid!! somemore renee was not even 2nd, she 3rd leh. haizzz. and the judges say renee took the picts. look old. crap la.. and jaslene and natasha dont look nice without make-up de lor. but renee still looks pretty with or without lor.. ppl without make-up who still looks pretty are those real beauty la. LoL! seriously whats so nice about make-up??! HaHahaha!
and most of the time when i watched antm i guess the woman who will win i always guess correct de la.. Haha! at least cycle 7 i was happy cos caridee won. hehe.
and i miss aaron/ah bu... quite long time never see him le since p6 sia. he's like a big brother to me, although always make fun of my name de. when i p6 he 18yrs old isit?! cant remember his face anyways.. HahaHA!
okay thats all for today.. byebye!! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, December 06, 2007

4 more days and 9 more days to.........

im really bored now so shall just blog lor.. since i got nothing better to do.
anyways. yesterday went to meet natalie cos we were going to hidayah's house... then went to buy bbt first... natalie was like sort of walking in the rain cos she got no umbrella, but i have but the rain so heavy how to shelter two ppl?! hehehe. and this kind of rain have umbrella also no use sure get wet like crazy also. and i would really rather go walk in the rain la. more fun!! i get drenched in the rain also wont get sick de la.. irritating! next time if got such heavy rain again and if go out with friends must not use umbrella and try to stand in the rain for as long as it lasts la.. HahaHA.. i think im crazy la.. =D
then took bus to hidayah's house... watched hairspray and coffee prince.. while watching coffee prince, we started whacking hidayah with her bolsters.. LOL!
then blahblahblah.. then went home.. and watched the 7pm,chn8 the show.. got one part where the guy draw hearts on the tree and then said 'i love you' to the woman and then kissed her. lolx. it was so romantic until i cried sia.. hehe!

oh and today had this really cute and funny dream.. omg la. got him,hidayah,nicole,natalie and royston in the dream sia.. dont wanna say what happened in here cos its rather romantic and funny.. LoL...
and got another one was that i dreamt that mr wesley wee is our form teacher. HaHaha.. crap la..
if only some of my dreams would really come true la.. not like that hidayah everytime when we are with her she would be like omg,i dreamt of this before. hahaha. really wonder if she got dream of it b4 sia. she say so many times le leh. crazy woman la.. hehe... and now i got nothing to do.. byebye!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

yesterday was errrr. fun?! Haha!

anyways... yesterday afternoon went out with natalie to century sq... cos she wanted to buy jigsaw puzzle.. LoL. then she came my house to do... both of us took 2hrs+ to do a 200pieces puzzle. haha...

and then in the night... went to meet hidayah and her family. i was laughing like crazy when i heard that her whole family was going.. LOL!
so many ppl go.. seems like nicole migrating like that la.. HAhahaha!
anyways.. when we reach there she went in le.. stupid sia. me and hidayah wanted hug her de leh... lolx. nicole when i come back i want whack you sia.. hehe.
anyways.. we wave goodbye to her from far.. haiz. so dumb.
oh and today jaslynn went to hk le.. hope she and nicole mui have a safe trip there and back. and hope they enjoy themselves.. lol.
oh and i want an air ticket to japan then can go with nicole. HAha!
then... shihui,kj and walton came. and talked a lot.. and finally get to see shihui.. cute girlgirl. Haha! shihui and hidayah very pretty lor. but what counts is their inner beauty.. lolx. then all of us went to take train back to tampines... me and hidayah played the 'left foot,right foot' that game.. we were going crazy la! and then went to mac to eat. hakim told this really lame thing... what french fries a.k.a salted/salt fries.. wth la.. really catch no balls sia. was so lame that me and hidayah laugh like mad. and that hidayah say i laugh a lot.. dont have what.. hehehe.
oh and royston.. you watch out i tell you. me and hidayah will go ur house find you and whack you sia.. although we dunno where you stay.. Hahaha! you always last minute cannot go things that nicole mui or we ask you to go de lor... you always say should be/maybe.. in the end got wat food poisoning.. dumbass. maybe not really ur fault la. but still... you are just a bloody guy who doesnt keep to his words.. wonder why ppl can trust you. LoL!

and then all of us walked home... walton walked back with shihui, i think...
and the rest of us walk back together.. yup.. byeezzzz....
and im happy that can see you la.. although didnt really talk to you. and when you had to go home or go somewhere else. i started missing you le. HAIZ!
and well, wanted to sleep at 1am de. but was thinking of him so much until 3am sia... and decided to stop thinking le or else will become negative thoughts de.. sometimes i wonder will you go back to her??! i really dont wish for that to happen la.. haizzz. maybe i dont trust you that much from the last time you broke my heart... i just want you to know i really love you very very much!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, December 03, 2007

smiles... =)

True Love doesnt have endings...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

8 more days... lol.

well, so yesterday was watching tv almost the whole day.
and when i woke up i kept sneezing like crazy la.. lolx.
the chnU shows.. very nice lor... hehe.
esp. lu guang shen lin... it keeps making me wanna cry. LoL.
anyways, went my uncle's house there to swim.. the water very cold sia.. i was like freezing la.. lolx. then everytime night time swim i always think that got shark will be behind me.. wth la.. must be because that jaws the show made a great impact on me. haha!
then blahblah.. watched tv again... hahaha...

and then today... also nothing much... wake up got blocked nose. haiz.
then dunno do what. then watch tv again. then ya.. bye.
oh and i will really miss nicole mui and natalie... bcos nicole will be going japan and natalie going taiwan isit?! and then cannot hear their voices for 11days. you know why? cos nicole come back on 10dec, i go on 10dec. then natalie go on 13dec i think, and i come back only on 14dec.. wth sia. i dont think you will understand what i talking la.. HAHA!! and im like going malaysia la.. this year go i think about 4 times le la.. crazy lor...
anyways.. ppl,dont miss me k?! cos i know you will.. hehe. whatever la,sherilyn.talk a lot of crap leh you. LOL.
and for wishes/wish list for christmas i dunno what i want... dont know what my cousins and relatives and parents will give me either.. LoL. i talk a lot of rubbish.
but the only thing i wish for is that to be with him forever. lol. i really wish that it will come true. cos i mean like *forever* leh... lolx.. haizzz.
anyways... true love lasts forever.. and never dissapears... hehe.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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