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Friday, November 30, 2007

...Zzzzz...

heys... bang! bang! bang!!!! u're dead. muahahaa... im evil. lol.
anyways... today went out with yonglin to tm and cs...
shopping is really such a crap. but well just accompany her lor.. you know why i hate shopping so much? bcos its most of the time you got no money to shop and everything so expensive. shop what shit la.. go out with parents better, since they can help you pay. LOL!
although went out with yonglin i got money la.. but i dont want use.. im saving the money for i dunno what.. maybe for a sports car and to learn driving. how wonderful is that?! hehe.
but sports car very expensive leh. esp.audi. but i guess there are more expensive sports cars than audi bah?? i dunno.. anyways it'll take me years to save up for a car. how buy??! HAHaha!
anyways went took neoprints with yonglin.. we looked weird. Haha!!
and then walked around lor... nothing to buy also.. boring shit.. lolx.
okay im done... Hahahahaha... byebye!

dont let nobody tell you, your life is over...
what matters is ur inner beauty and not ur outer body, that was what i heard once upon a time....... LoL.. hehehehehehehe. =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

rather alright day lor... LoL.

well... today went out with nicole mui,hidayah,natalie,kj and walton.
oh erm.. hidayah today very very pretty!! i dont know why but i find her super beautiful la.. she say my taste low. but she really pretty mah... im serious la.. she look like teacher or professor. LoL. anyways, first went to meet the girls. cos we were going to watch movie which was 'enchanted'... its a rather nice show la.. reality and fairytale kind of show?! lolx.
and they keep singing. but nice la.. then keep saying what 'true love's kiss'... lol.. the show was rather funny la.. i just realised natalie laugh damn loud sia.. cute! HAha!
anyways... then went to meet the guys.. we went to fish&co. to eat...
after eating and stuff.. natalie went to drink this drink that they 'made'... it was like plain water with a lot of disgusting stuff la.. but still drinkable la.. haha!!! but the taste damn strong.. but the chilli taste was very nice. but after-taste got the garlic or whatever taste la.. eeewww!

then after eating... went to take bus to pasir ris beach.. nicole mui didnt follow.. haiz... anyways, went to the rock there to sit... very windy sia... and went to the water there.... really feel like just going down into the water.. nice lor... and at the sand there saw this worm/millipede kind of thing.. yucks la.... hehe. then... went back rock sit there awhile.. everybody like very quiet... then hidayah started to lean her head on my shoulder so i do same to her lor.. romantic leh... HAHA! too bad not girl and boy together.. lolx... then it started to drizzle.. then all of us walk back to mrt there lor.. and while walking dunno which one of them go throw stick at my head.. omg la. wood lor... PAIN leh!!!! want me die isit?! lolx. then so all of us take train back then go back home lor.. yups bye... HAha...
im really glad that i can see you today. but starting to miss you le. haiz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

im bored! real bored...

hellloooooo! Haha... im really bored la.. haiz.
anyways.. today went out to nicole mui's house...
erm.. then we watched hsm2... and sang along with it.. hehehe.
then blahblah.... i really like hsm2.. its really nice. although hsm is better.
and then went home.. yups.. thats all. byeeeezzz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

boring handbell gathering... hehe.

went out early in the morning.. not really early la..
then went to meet the others... all of us went to foodcourt to eat.
and then took bus to downtown east there...
walked to the pasir ris beach... and found a spot to like put down all our things la... although that bbq pit we didnt book de la.. Haha... and ohya... only four sec1s came and me,geraldine,sarah,melissa and sharmaine came.. stupid miserable handbell gathering lor.. haiz!
and then... so we sit down talk talk, play games and damn it was boring. Haha. but actually also a bit fun la.. and the sun was so hot.. haiyo!!!

and suddenly we saw a bunch of sec3 councillors... and they booked a bbq pit just beside where we were resting at.. lolx... damn suay la... and then me,geraldine,sharmaine and melissa went to the water to play.. it was so nice! love the water... felt like just swimming all the way to the deep deep end, then just go drown there.. HAHAHAha! but will really miss that someone la.. lol. and walked back to the bbq pit.. we played games... and dorothy and ying loo came. the played the murderer that game.. lolx.. and then went out with geraldine to buy ice and drinks.. came back and saw that royston.. omg la.. once again its so coincidental.. he look at me, i look at him.. both of us so shocked.. wth sia... i dont want see his face le la.. see a lot of times during holidays le leh.. somemore is dont expect to see de la.. haizzz! stupid royston lee.
anyways, after that we went to order pizza... and blahblah.. then the rest went to fetch the 2 seniors in.. then me and sarah wait at the place so long la.. want die le lor.. and we saw a frog. eewwww! and then yonglin came... then talked and talked.. and after that... all of us went home. yups.
and damn i just realised my hand all red red le!! haiz. stupid sun la.. and my hand got back my 2 tone colour again. damn it la.. anyways... bye!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, November 26, 2007

boredzzz!

nothing better to do now so just decided to blog....
anyways... nothing much happened.. lol. still missing you as always. but im really missing you badly la.. so many days never see you le.. haiz..... i really wanna see you!!! LoL!
and i really like talking to hidayah on msn. its like so nice la.. i dunno why either but maybe she talks a lot of sense into me?! HAhahaha!
and.... Happy Birthday Shavien Chow... you stupid sister. roarrrr!
LOL... okay gtg le.. ciao!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, November 25, 2007

really missing you so much!

heys... im boreeedddd... Haha.
and im missing you terribly la. haiz. cant get to hear ur voice or see your face. i really miss you loads!! wish you were here right now.. LoL!
anyways... saturday nothing much lor.. oh watched the chnU shows.. from 1pm-5pm++... i like the lu guang shen lin(however its spelt la).. the starting made me cry like siao lor. i cried 3 times leh.. starting only leh. when they were young.. its like got some childhood romance la.. so touching lor the show. then the girl got a knight and a prince.. but in the end both guys went overseas or something. but fate brought them back together. i guess. lol. then went outside eat dinner. the lamb chop rocks. with the peppermint sauce.. i love peppermint. esp. ice-cream which has the mint flavour, i will love it la! HAHAHA! then... went to uncle's house then blahblahblah... hehe.
then sunday also nothing la.. went tm buy pencil box for my sis...
then went home.. at night went tm again to buy watch for my sis again. wth la.. must we keep going out to tm.. its irritating la.. lolx. and i so wanna own a lime green car la... i love the colour. im starting to get bored of my father's orange car la.. the orange maybe too dull le la. but its a rather unique orange la.. but green still rocks lor. hehehe! but will i ever get my driving license and when will i get the money to own a car.. HahaHA! then ya.. byez!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, November 23, 2007

I love you, my pretty boy. lol.

i really really miss you so much. i miss you and love you so much like no words can explain. every moment thinking of you. i want to see you just so much!! he's the puzzle of my heart.
and now im starting to miss nicole mui.. hope she has fun at her camp. and very long never see shihui le.. i miss her a lot la.. haiz... sorry didnt go out with you guys again.
anyways... finally clean finish the house. and im damn tired!
then.... ya. byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! lol.
btw, i love kj. and now the whole world knows. HAha. im going crazy.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, November 22, 2007

haiz. i miss you.

well, went out with nicole mui, hidayah and natalie..
went to bbt shop. they wanted go get job there. lol.
and went to Kfc to buy lunch... then we went to hidayah's house.
watched the Hsm2 thingy... sang along with it... =)
and then they play the yoga thing.. crap one sia.. lolx.
then, they went down give royston the stupid thing. then ya.
and after that... we listened to some really really romantic songs. esp. i like the 'pretty pretty boy' that song.. its so touching.. hehe.. i wonder if i sing to that person, wonder if he will be touched.. LoL. but that will never happen.. cos my singing sucks like shit crap. hehe. then we did some dancing.. HAhaha. damn funny la. had much fun there la.. then went home.. yups.. Bye! =D

oh my pretty pretty boy i love you.
like i never ever loved no one before you.
pretty pretty boy of mine. just tell me you love me too.
and you touch me with ur smile.
so make me stay right beside you.... =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

stupid books...

went with yonglin to mac to eat....
well, and yonglin's in 3J.. Haha. good luck! and she in that class damn cham la.. got so many yucky ppl lor.. haHAHA! 3D also nothing good. all the funny ppl go 3C. wth!
then we went to meet nicole mui and natalie. lol.
and we all went to buy books.. and damn the books are ~~light~~ HEAVY... i carry until my hands want to break le la.. stupid books!!
and then ya.. okay byeeeeeeeeeee.... hope next year will be great!

still got Amaths and chinese tb not yet buy. HAiz!!

ohoh...and i wonder what will happen on 28 and onwards... LoL.
if you dunno, dont anyhow talk crap. and dont ask me anything. cos i also dunno wth i am talking la.. stupid shit crap. hehe.
i really really love you. cant get my mind off you... Haha.
and btw, to those who are really sad over the allocation thing. please cheer up k?! you all dont so sad le la.. just look on the bright side of life. and hope next year will be a better year. well, you guys can do it.. stay happy. and smile!!! anyways.. ya.. all of you must relax and get ur mind of this stupid thing la.. LoL. i seriously dunno why im talking rubbish la...
and i just realised one more thing... 3D all is Poa. 3C all Dnt. 3B all Art. as in those from 2B la.. wth lor.. haiz. 3D(20). 3C(7). 3B(7) those ppl from 2B... this is so crappy!! hehe.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

haiz...

just now was suppose to go out with shihui they all to ecp..
but i lazy go... hehe. sorry wor... next time if you all go again then i go lor.
anyways... hope you guys have fun there... lol.
later going back sch to see the subject choice thing. hope the 4 of us will be in the same class. i really wish and i want it to happen.. lolx.
and... ya bye.. will blog again later...
i will love you always and i really do...

im back... anyways, went to meet natalie, then we buy bbt..
on the way to nicole's house we were talking about royston la.. then suddenly he appear from the other side la.. wth lor.. so accurate sia.. we laugh like siao lor!!
then went to meet nicole mui.. and we three went to see the results...
and me,hidayah,nicole mui and natalie same class!! wheeeeeee.
but the sad thing is Him,roy,ben,melvin,shihui not in the same class leh..
the more i think the more i want to cry le la! haizzzz!
anyways, natalie came my house then ya.. bye!!!
and i really hope ur appeal works for you... and i really wished we could be in the same class lor.. Haiz.. aiya lets leave it to fate bah.. lolx... =(
and... my dream sort of came true you know!! but hidayah was not there only.. and i dreamt that roy and Him was not in the same class as us. wth la.. haiyo!! stupid dream.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, November 19, 2007

..................

today went out with my dad to tm... suddenly going to cycle off that time.. saw royston coming out from my block that lift... wth la.. so coincidental?! and well so said HI lor.. LoL. everytime i dont expect to see him he just appears like that.. and when mention his name he doesnt appear.. lolx... anyways.. i rather see someone else la.. haiz.

then. went out eat lunch buy some stuff then went home.
and went out with nicole mui to tm again.. LOL!
and walked around with her, ,joshua, joshua's friend and their tuition teacher.
erm... then walked back with nicole.. then ya.. okay bye!

had 2 dreams la.. and both is stupid....
first one is... about someone la.. LoL.
and the other was about the subject choices results, and i dreamt that me,nic mui,hidayah and natalie will be in the same class. hope this dream comes true!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

YO! im bored. really bored!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~jessica~~ KOOH YONG LIN... =)

anyways.. yesterday.. erm... at night went airport.. wheeeee!
and i realised everytime my immediate reaction upon seeing an aeroplane is....... 'EHHH, aeroplane! aeroplane'... Haha.. i always get so happy upon seeing an aeroplane.. wth right?! HahaHAHA! then.. nothing la.. okay byeeeee!!

i will keep loving you on and on... no matter what.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, November 16, 2007

boredom...

Happy Birthday Habibah and Daryl... =D

anyways.. ya.. okay. BYE!
and the love for you that carries on....

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

it was a rather fun day...

went out to east coast again... i think 3 times in 2 weeks le lor.
today went with nicole mui, hidayah, natalie, nicole aw, jaslynn, kj and walton... most of the time go out with these few ppl de lor.. esp. natalie and hidayah. Haha.
then... we took bus there... finally im not like sad or anything.
so we reach there le. went bk... and then...
the 5 girls went to rent bike. while the guys rent skates..
and i just walked... walking is really good. although may be tiring but its nice cos can enjoy the view la.. im serious. walking is wonderful.. LoL.

so we went to like sort of rest at the rock there...
me and nicole mui first tried walking towards the rock.. and we were damn scared. cos its like high tide la.. then cannot see clearly whether can walk... then. we walk back then walk towards the rock like so many times lor.. hehe..
and finally we climbed up the rock.. =)
then the rest came... all of us went up.. Haha..
and i can really say that hidayah is always the only one that is not sad or emo or anything lor.. she always happy de leh.. lolx. and that kj went to do the titanic thing with walton.. gays!! Haha!
and that natalie say i like so emo. i was just looking at the sea and the ships la.. its a very beautiful view you know.... Hahaha!
then.. i cant remember what la.. then they go cycle back buy drinks. oh and while cycling back.. hidayah was using the skates. then she behind natalie. then suddenly natalie braked.. then hidayah just banged onto her.. like they just.. ahem.. lor.. disgusting la.. Lol. then cycle back to the rock... this time round.. nicole mui was like suddenly emo-ing.. then natalie and then jaslynn.. haiz..
then they all cycled back to return the bikes and skates..
then we went to the beach see sunset.. but the trees blocking.. so we walked further up.. while walking at the a lot of rocks part. my legs just suddenly went down into the sand la.. like quick sand lor. then i quickly pull out my leg. and my right-side slipper was stuck in the sand.. luckily natalie and kj helped me take out lor.. yucky la.. then they helped me wash also.. thanks!! lol.
then we went mac to eat. then took taxi back.. yups! byeee!

if that was the love... lol. what am i talking??!
the sunset wasnt the last?! was it?? that one last romance?!
okay im officially talking rubbish la.. hehehe.
and to end with.. i love you.. i really do...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i dont know anything at all...

Wheeeeeeeeeeeee! you jump. i jump!! =D

went with nicole and tabitha to Shps...
cos got mini-funfair/carnival... we walked around and around..
saw wen bin.. haiyo!!! and paul.. lol.
and then. went nicole's house for awhile..
then went to meet natalie,nicole aw and jaslynn...
we ate at sakae sushi.. jaslynn a bit sot one sia..
she is like suddenly smile to herself. then suddenly sad. wth!!
and then we walked around... then i walked home. yups. bye!

i dont wish to love you anymore.
cos i guess you would never forget her at all.
but.....................................
my heart says to never let you go.... =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

HAIZ!

HeLLLOoooooo! hehe...
anyways.. natalie and hidayah came to my house today.
we did a little of the jigsaw puzzle thingy.. its difficult lor. for like i think about a week or two and i still havent finish doing it la.. HahaHA!
then.. we went to hidayah's house... since its so near.
watched ratatouille. cute show la.. i love the food. looks so delicious!
ate our so called lunch there.. hehe. then went home.. yups.
ByeeeeEEEeeeeeEee!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, November 11, 2007

heys boooooo!

im really very bored la.. everyday do same things.
keep watching tv.. haizzz. lolx.
somemore everyday both sides the neighbors the family got children. then the boy/girl keep on screaming and crying early in the morning.. i want sleep peacefully also cannot sia! lol. and then morning to night sometimes the 8th storey got like marble drop down on floor those kind of sound lor.. its like so damn freaking me out la. midnight also got the sound la!! eeyer!!! scary lor!! haiz!
and to those who are sad/depressed. cheer up ok?!
must be like nicole mui like that.. being so crazy like her is good!
even her dream is so crazy and cute la.. HahaHA!
missing everyone every single minute.
and my love for you will never change. i love you!! hehe!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, November 10, 2007

i'll never let you go...

its really the same everyday... boring lor...
for the whole afternoon watched chnU...
the show all got love,love and more love.. haizzz!
and yups. thats all bah. byeeeezzz!!

if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling...
i would tell you i wont live my life without you.
i would hold ur hands and look in ur eyes. and you'd know i'd never let you go.
i just need one more chance to share the sunset, our one last romance.
stand by the one you love. till ur last breath. and i like you and i mean it... LOL!
i really miss you and like you so much! i miss everybody la.. =(

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, November 09, 2007

haiz...

yesterday was stupid...
im sorry if i spoiled the day with you guys. hehe.
sorry if i vented anger on anyone.. =)
anyways......... ya. bye!
not everything ends in happy endings...
ahhhhh. f***ed up jealousy.. whatever!!!
i just like you so so so much..... my love will never fade.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, November 08, 2007

F*** everything!!

today nothing much.. went out with nicole,hidayah,natalie,walton,kj,paul,hakim..

my mood just totally spoiled everything!! F*** it!
+stupid mood+ stupid ppl+ stupid secrets between you ppl+stupid beach+stupid mall+stupid me+and f*** my feelings for you... this sucks TOTALLY!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! F*** everything!!!!!
is anybody willing to let me whack and slap them?! haiz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, November 07, 2007

stupid holidays la!

you're always on my mind.... forever.

today was boring again.. stupid la. everyday the same de!
then... erm. afternoon like that went out with hidayah and nicole mui.
went to buy bbt.. LoL. and walked around and around.. Hahaha!!
then. went to some playground... had fun there. hehe...
after that send hidayah to bus-stop. then i go nicole's house.
then we both went to tm... the M1 shop.. cos her hp sim card rejected.
then blah blah blah.. talked and talked.. then went up with her to yamaha.
after that i walked home.. yups.. gtg le. BYE!

btw.. royston..... hope you get well soon. if not that woman will worry a lot about you de leh.. LoL... so must take care hor.. HAhahaha!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

fun yet boring...

today went out again.. lolx.
went to jaslynn house... went to meet natalie at bus-stop first..
then we both go to jaslynn house... nicole aw was alr there.....
we decided to bake some erm... whatever the thing was called la.

then... we went to buy some ingredients.. and came up.
the moment we come up the guys(walton,kj and daryl) asked us to go down cos they dunno how to go.. wth. then... so we go then come up again.. then go bake the thingy...
and the guys were like watching tv... wat the....
oh and stupid walton.. very busybody leh you... roar!
then they eat the donuts.. got one orange colour de.. nobody eat. then me and natalie were like royston running here to eat the donut... lolx! so crap.

after that.. we very bored.. then decided to go 7-11 to buy things...
then... we girls took the lift. and that 'smart' nicole go put her wallet in the middle. then the lift suddenly stuck.. stupid la... luckily the door still can open abit...
then dunno who go open the door la.. strong sia?! lolx!
so after buying.. went back up.. they eat and watch 'secret' i like this show lor.
then... walton and daryl go dunno where la.. then we decided to play badminton.. it was like so unsucessful. LoL. then they played volleyball.. so lame la!
and that kj go sit at the edge of the thing there.. good sia.. later fall down and die.. i cry for you sia.. Hahaha!
then, we went back into jaslynn house and played blind mice.. stupid game... and jaslynn's older sis the attitude got problem one sia.. kns!
then dunno what then all go home.. then left me and nicole...
we went to playground to see jaslynn's younger sis.. omg! she is like so cute la! nicole like her so much man!! LoL. then nothing la.. yups.. okay Bye bye bye byeee!

whats the problem with all guys.. its so irritating. tv shows are crappy!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, November 05, 2007

today was a fun day!

heys! went with natalie and hidayah to east coast park. lol.
took bus there... everytime i sit at the window there. i will look out. and see the clouds,cars,trees,houses, etc. i like the view. Haha. and the best thing is that can do some thinking.. lolx. then erm... oh and natalie fell down the bus stairs. Ouch!!
the sound damn loud la. it reminds me when i fell down during the Dep thingy.. that hurt like siao! then... first we went to BurgerKing to eat...
natalie and hidayah wanted to skate or cycle.. but in the end didnt... i didnt even want to do any... walking is the best... lolx.
so... we went to play with the sand.. made sandcastles.. very beautiful. childhood memories.. Hahaha! then.... took taxi to natalie's house..
then me and hidayah take bus to school the bus-stop there...
then.. we walked back home.. on the way.. she was telling me about the stolen bicycles thingy... its like so damn impossible la. still cannot believe sia! LoL.
then.. ya.. okay byez!

wait! here are some pictures................

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hidayah and natalie. LoL!

our sandcastles.. hehe!!

me and natalie with the sandcastles... Haha!

and......... the three of us!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, November 04, 2007

im just so bored la!

BoooOooooOOOO!!
this few days nothing much la... very boring.
friday went to hidayah's house with natalie... watched transformers.. i accidentally dropped natalie's hp... oops! im so so so sorry! =(
then... saturday nothing much lor...
then.. today also boring one la.. BYE!
ohoh... this thursday, we having class gathering. yay! but its definitely not the whole class will attend. like duh! lol. i really really miss 2B!

I miss you seriously. and the whole class...
it all depends on Fate... LoL.
hope you ppl enjoy ur holidays... =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, November 02, 2007

one word...

FATE.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, November 01, 2007

its a really stupid boring day!

everyday's the same... and im really BORED!
somebody help! if everyday i do the same thing... i really am going to be really really depressed le la.. Roar!! stupid holidays..
and i cant wait for the year 2007 to be over...
want to know why. bcos 2007 sucked. totally. a very horrible year... but getting to know more friends was the good things... lol.
and now i really wish that 2008 would be a better year. =)
i just realised i got a lot of bad points about my outer-self. but the inner-me is alright. haiz! lolx.
anyways. today did like almost half of my jigsaw puzzle. yay!
and and... nicole is coming back tmr. i think.. wheeeeee!!
then.. ya.. okay bye bye bye!
tmr at night going to NYP for some perfomance thingy. and i so dont want to go out alone.. i hate taking mrt myself. so boring! lolx. anyways. thats all.
oh and i will miss the chn8,9pm show. haiz. the show is quite funny la!

sitting. waiting. wishing. trusting. LoL...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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