Happy Children's Day!!! Hahaha.. 9pm show going to start le.. LoL.
anyways. today had history and mt paper 1 exams...
early in the morning decided to say hi to him.. then he was asking natalie something then i was beside natalie. then i just did those hello gesture. but the word hello didnt come out from my mouth.. haiz. i see him like suddenly dunno how to talk.. Ahhhhh! so i was like aiya. forget it la.. tmr then try say hi again lor.. i felt like some idiot la.. lolx.
history i very scared will fail sia. hope not lor... when do finish le was sleeping and thinking about stuff. think about happy stuff then i smile to myself sia. then i think about some really sad and angry stuff i nearly cried la.. crap sia...
then had recess... then i went to buy drink while natalie and nicole went to buy tidbits. then i reach the stall he also walking there. then i see him wanted say hi again but like so weird. so just quickly buy drink then go. i think he saw me then purposely stand far away from me lor. then when i walk to natalie there they were laughing la. say what when i walked back like so buay song. Haha. then nicole was saying she saw roy. then i was looking out for roy so that can say hi to him. while walking to put back the cup... then suddenly natalie was pushing me to him. then my mind was like wah lao natalie why you pushing me to this person sia.. who the heck is that?! then when i walked past and i turned my head i saw who it was la.. wth sia. she push me to that someone lor.. crazy la... i nearly bang onto him lor.. crapper...
then mt paper 1 was alright. my brain like jammed up la.. haha.
then end of school. saw him again wanted to say bye. and cannot say again. aiya. just forget it la. i just always cannot say de lor.. haizzz. and natalie was like ever since me and him didnt talk we like got a lot of fate with him always see him.. lol. the school so small of course la.. hehe.
then after school went to big bkshop. and went to buy bbt. then after that walked natalie to bus-stop. saw handsome boyboy... nicole seemed happy.. Hahaha!
then after that i went to nicole's house to study science... wheeee. so many chapters to study.. siao liao la.. die sia!! really really really hope i will pass. then royston came to get some notes from her. then he talked a lot of crap lor.. stupid dumb dumb.. lolx. okay gtg study le. bye.
wishing for the time where it was just you and me.
and you could put the blame on me.
i'm sorry for the things that i've put you through. i didnt know what to do.
all the pain i kept inside. i'm sorry your life became this way.
all the things you kept inside you.
even thought the blames on you. i could take the blame from you.
you would rather be with her than me...
but now i know that i just want to be your friend. thats all i want!