remember to feel real

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

depression state. HaHAHA!

today. all the usual things la..
and i did like 1/4 or lesser of my jigsaw puzzle... its a picture of 3 cats, strawberries and a bottle of milk. so cute! hehe.
then.. played com... then ya.. nothing.. bye!
i really really miss everyone leh. i want see all my classmates again!

what am i to you?! do you really think that i do not care for you.
only she cares la?? ya i know that you dont know that i care.
okay la.. i dont even want you to know. but actually i care as friend only la.
we seem more like strangers now... and this feeling is horrible.
well... i hope this friendship carries on... =)

i thought you were my fairytale. and now i have to pretend that i dont really care.
i confused my feelings with the truth.
and wishes on a star just dont come true...
cause i liked the view. when there was me and you.. lol.

if this goes on. i think im really going to be depressed la.
actually im happy de. but i think too much le...
sherilyn... RELAX! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

the holidays are really boring!

stupid boring holidays.. im like bored to death!
i want to see all my friends. really really miss them!!!!
i wonder how nicole is doing at the Obs thingy... hope she will be fine.

today.. eat, sleep, watch tv and play com.
maybe i should try reading a book.. LoL.
was playing sims2.. but got really irritated by it..
my characters very crappy. then like so lag.. haiyo!
then the woman either always very hungry or else is too tired. no more energy.. then.. she too tired until fell down on the floor and slept.. she did that many times le lor.. stupid! i rather see hidayah and natalie play sims2.. more interesting. HahaHA!

okay la. gtg le.. bye! i really miss all you ppl. =(

oh and natalie lee... im NOT depressed okay! sheesh! why would i be even depressed la.. im always the happy little girl. and nicole....... im cheering up.. lolx. im not sad anyways.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 29, 2007

suddenly i miss you ppl so much!

In the blink of an eye. you're gone. i miss everyone so much!

And Ashley Tisdale & Vanessa Anne Hudgens are really PRETTY!

today.. went with natalie and hidayah to submit the subject choice form thingy. then... we went to coffeeshop to eat breakfast. then we walked to hidayah's house.
its so coincidental to see royston.. lol. if we took bus to hidayah's house we couldnt see royston. and i just realised its me who suggested to walk. this is stupid. but everytime natalie is around will see royston one sia.. haiyo. well, enemies have the fate. LoL. jkjk!
then.. we played sims2.. played the pets edition one.. so cute la!
after that.. play the normal one... then... went home.
my grandmother's clock dropped on the floor and the glass cracked.. haiz.. i love that clock la.. so cute! Haha! i mean like its sooooo not many ppl have. thats all. BB!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, October 28, 2007

im really missing you ppl!

i really miss 2B and him.. haiz.. i want to still be in sch!
and having all the fun and laughter in class. I MISS YOU GUYS!

Show me some love ppl.. lolx. dont just say 'i love you' you must show it.

Suddenly you know my name. Suddenly i saw ur face. Suddenly you left the place. LoL. Where is the Love?!
When she says she likes you. she really does more than you could understand. When she misses you. she is hurting inside. Totally!

oh btw.. Ashley Tisdale rocks in Straight Hair. she looks so Pretty!
while Vanessa Anne Hudgens looks so beautiful in curly hair. Haha!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, October 26, 2007

missing you always. serious...

Haiz... im going to miss all my 2B friends. and everyone.. lol. esp. him and royston.. Haha. jkjk. i will miss natalie,nicole mui, hidayah. yonglin and geraldine.
and of course a lot more good friends la.. hehe.
i really want the whole class to be together again. they are all so funny!

anyways.. today.. after morning assembly.. went to hall.
for some closing service thingy.. boring! lol.
then went back class.. had spring cleaning..
after that.. take back report books. horrible la my results. Haha.

then.. sch ended at 10am.. went with nicole mui, natalie and hidayah to the coffeeshop to eat breakfast.. Hahaha! then, went to hidayah's house.. nicole went home... on the way.. saw melvin. lol. hidayah should have walked to her house with us.. LoL.

went to hidayah's house to play masterpiece and eat lunch.
then...... erm...used the com. and played sims2.. its a rather nice game!
the names of the sims ppl were nicole and royston.. LoL!
i just realised sims2 is rather nice la.. hehe. so fun!
we had fun laughing... until hakim couldnt sleep. hehe. oops!

then.. hakim's friends come his house... and hidayah was like.... oh shit! oh shit! oh shit!.. Haha.. like wth la.. crazy woman sia.. LOL...
then. after playing sims2 half-way.. went home le. yups. BYE.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 25, 2007

when you're gone. im really missing you.

when you're gone... i hate you... LoL.

heys... today in the morning had inter-class thingy...
the girls only 10 came.. stupid. then the guys also same.. dumb!
then.. we couldnt play floorball and the guys couldnt play handball.
so we were all in captain's ball and soccer... haiz..

and the girls lost... while the guys won 3rd! wheeeeee! LoL.
anyways... we played with 2E first. and we lost...
then played with 2J.. i hate the girls la.. idiots! esp. audrey... she say that the 2B girls can win them 11-1 because they all fat one wat.. WTH la.. you all go eat shit and DIE la.. assholes!
it is because you sore loser thats why dont accept the defeat right?!

then played with 2G girls... natalie was the defender and she accidentally pushed the goalkeeper person la.. then the girl fell. oopsy. but it wasnt on purpose la.. and audrey was like pointing and pointing at her.. wth you want la! you think natalie purposely push one isit!
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR! LoL.

anyways.. after recess. went to hall for some SAF chinese orchestra performance. then had the talent time thingy.. both was like fine.. lol.

after that.. went to buy bbt with the usual girls.. hehe.
then.. natalie came my house use com. then blahblahblah.
then.. accompany her to bus-stop. walked through park there.
edwyn suddenly cycle in front of us.. then he was like 'eh. ur kaijie down there' lol?! dunno if he was referring to me or natalie.. but kj isnt ours anyways. lolx.
then.. natalie saw wenbin.. eeeeeewwww. haiz... hehehe.
then.. ya.. okay gtg le ok. bye!

ohoh.. and thanks to natalie.. and i think the rest.. who bought me the 2 sports cars.. its a toy one la.. if real one i can thank them like dunno how many times la.. but its really nice la.. Hahaha! its a aston martin and a porsche.. LoL. love you guys. thanks!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

is it that difficult to forget?!

all smokers out there.. i want you to know that i really Hate you!
okay except for hidayah's mummy.. LoL.
its because smoking will harm urself and the ppl around you.
and also will contribute to the air pollution.. ROAR!!!!

anyways... today played 'whacko'... its a fine game. lolx.
then.. went to hall for some english thingy.
then.. after recess. hall again for the entire day.
its making me hate the hall a lot lor.. stupid programmes!

after school. went to nicole's house...
watched final destination 2. like ewwwww! lol.
then.. watched the Hao.bra show.. very funny. hehe.
after that.. went home.. yups.. byeeeezzz!

i really seem to be non-existent in ur world..
why do i even bother to be ur friend?! what am i doing!
aHHHHHHHHH! I HATE YOU! LoL!
we will NEVER be friends like we used to... NEVERRRR!

sherilyn... can you tell me why isit that hard to forget?!
oh erm. its very easy to forget... its not difficult at all. only if you dont love the person wholeheartedly...
then why are you still thinking so much about stupid things and him??!
lol. we shall not talk about this stupid topic.. HaHAHA!
OOPS! i was just going crazy.. LOL. ignore me please! im mad!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

think about the future and Not the past!

bang bang bang!!! and you're dead! okay... im lame. ya i know.

anyways.. early in the morning.. go hall for some NZ thingy...
then... went back class for some stupid thingy.. and paul and aldrich is like really cute la.. they very funny la.. Hahaha!
then erm. went for recess. then went back hall for some subject choice thingy.. and sat in the hall for like 2hrs.. wth la.. irritating lor.. dumb dumb!

after school... went with nicole mui, natalie, hidayah, shihui and nicole aw to go buy bbt... saw mr tay at coffeeshop.. and nicole was like saying to hidayah that mr tay there. and we all were like where? where?!!! nicole say at the right side but she was looking at her left.. and we all looked at our left.. and mr tay was like sort of looking at us la.. crap!
it was damn funny la.. we walked back and he was still there. and we didnt even say hello to him.. LoL..
then nicole mui went home.. then the rest of us went to central park the watermelon there to chat and play lor... saw edwyn and kj cycling.. haiyo... lolx..
oh and hidayah they all were like screaming like siao.. when they chase each other.. can laugh like crazy la... they all gone mad le la.. hehe...
oh and... hidayah borrowed natalie's comb to tie her hair.. and she broke it.. it was so funny la.. like soooo omg lor. oh and one more thing.. when we were walking to the park.. hidayah said HI to a 2A guy which she didnt even know.. she thought it was someone else.. damn crap sia!

after that... eh. got this girl called sarah.. she brought along her dog.. i think the breed is toy poodle.. dunno what la.. and it looks exactly like a soft toy... so cute. and the dog's name is 'princess'... and then.. got this uncle came with another dog.. named 'tian shi(angel)' it was the same breed as nicole's uncle's dog... and the dog and nicole's dog are good friends.. i think.. not too sure leh. and nicole's dog is also called 'princess' although its not really nicole's dog la.. dont get confused... HahaHA!
and the sarah was like pulling the dog's skin whenever she want to carry the dog up.. like so evil la.. lol. but the 2 dogs were like really cute lor.. =D
oh and the princess got like nipples i think 8.. its like so Cute.. and natalie was like sort of touching the nipples thingy la.. like so yucky. Haha!
then.. after that.. we went home.. okay.. thats all. byeEeee!

and september 11 is really a horrible date for me.. on this date for this year and last year. two things happened to me.. and both ended up stupidly. one was the stupid confrontation thingy. it was so lame. and the other was Something... haiz!
but well. it was the past.. and i shall forget it all bah.. okay!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 22, 2007

its all fated. i guess so...

when there was me and you... lets applause to FATE! yay! LoL.
i guess i really have got to go my own way... its all about trust and fate!
if you really love him stop saying that you hate him. u're just lying to urself!

Haha. im like talking all the crap.. oopsy.. hehe.

anyways.. today went to hall for some movie screening...
watched 'new york minute' its a rather nice and funny show. i like!
and ashley and mary-kate olsen acts in the movie.. so nice!
then.. after show. had to go into groups to build some buildings thingy.. our group do the design is like rather nice la.. esp. the tallest building. bcos of the straws.

after recess.. went back to class. we were talking the whole time la.
nicole and hidayah were like reading magazines.. lol. nicole was reading the horoscope. for fun la.. then she read mine it says... give my partner a chance or was it another chance.. i got partner?! then natalie's one was... time heals all wounds. i think. and hidayah's or was it nicole's one was spend more time with ur partner.. Haha! all so lame one la.. LOL!!
that paul and aldrich very lame leh... they playing with my waterbottle. trying to make it drop down.. no childhood la.. haha. jkjk! then kj went to they all there. and his eyes were like watery de.. like going to cry like that.. lol. also dunno what happen to him.. who cares!
paul and aldrich say what he become like me like that.. when i laugh a lot i will cry. and when i cry means i happy. and when i happy means i sad.. so crappy!

then.. went back hall for some programmes...
after school went out with hidayah to get her contact lens. together with natalie and nicole... hidayah was like so damn happy la. LoL.
then went to hidayah's house to watch HSM again... its just so nice.. we were like totally going crazy la.. lolx. and we kept repeating the songs.. esp.. 'when there was me and you'. 'we're all in this together'. 'bop to the top'. this three is quite nice lor.. Loves!

then afterwards... went home.. yups... bye!
oh and HSM2 rocks la.. the zac efron and vannessa anne hudgens in the show so loving,romantic and cute! i like the picnic part. i so jealous la.. oh and that part. she looked a little bit like mira. Haha!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, October 21, 2007

with and without love...

well..... yesterday went out with geraldine and yonglin.
we went to erm... somerset.. to like eat our lunch. cos they wanted to bring me there to see whether i find the food nice.. it was rather nice lor.. LoL..
and yonglin eat damn fast la.. she eat finish le we still like halfway i think..

then.. went to take mrt to orchard. walked past some hotel. saw this yellow car and red car. damn hot! i like!!! so lovable.. hahaha!
we went to far east.. and yonglin go buy her shirt..
then. we walked around.. then nothing lor... lolx.
went back to mrt station. walked past the hotel again..
this time saw aston martin grey car.. nice sia.. i want one..
but my father say not many ppl or nobody knows how to repair this car. Haha!

anyways.. after that.. geraldine alight at simei...
then me and yonglin went to tm to eat.. saw shawn.
then after that we walked home.. wheeeeeeeeeeee! lolx.

then today nothing much la... yups.. hehe.
and i so wanna own a sports car la.. i really want one when i grow up!
i want the aston martin- jaguar- lamborghini- ferrari- audi- porsche- lotus- maserati- rolls royce- peugeot- subaru and renault.. anybody wanna buy for me a car?! HahahaHa!
can buy toy sports car also.. lol.. i like green, yellow and red car. ignore me.. im crazy!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, October 19, 2007

what goes around comes around...

heys... sooooooooooooooooooo...
early in the morning went to meet natalie.
then we went to meet hidayah and nicole at central park.

after awhile. went with hidayah and natalie to cc.
we went to buy the sparkling drink thingy...
then we went to hidayah's house...

natalie finally got to mop their house. hahaha!
and i helped hidayah wipe the shelves and stuff...
while she and her mum cook lor.......

after cleaning.. me and natalie were playing games by ourselves.
we were like bored to death. and finally nicole aw, jaslynn, farah and jazreel came. awhile later habibah came... and me and natalie started eating. cos very hungry! LoL.

then... after that went to central park to meet walton and kj...
since walton didnt know how to go to hidayah's house.
and we waited quite a while for that stupid kj.. asshole la he.

and that kj knew the way to hidayah's house lor.. Wth!
and me and natalie were walking. while walton sit on kj's bike and he cycle him to hidayah's house. idiot la.. then we thought they would at least be at the lift there.
but they went up themselves. wat the heck la!!
i seriously just felt like whacking and slapping and pouring cold water on that stupid kns guy. he can really go eat shit and die la... you could have just stayed at home and take ur own sweet time to bath and get ready then ownself go right.. and we could have just gone off with walton first. you didnt even wait for us la.. wat shit man... i hate you la.. SERIOUSLY!

anyways.. we eat and watch tv and watch the guys play com games.
and that royston didnt come. he always say maybe in the end never come. lolx.
then.. we played truth or dare. in the end we change to just Dare. LoL.
and the dareSssss were... hakim licked the mirror... hidayah sing the 'somewhere over the rainbow'... i had to pole dance with the bamboo pole. yucks... kj had to say his hates to a girlgirl thingy.. jaslynn had to express her feelings to something... LOL.
after that. we played block catching.. first round less than 10mins all the girls kena caught by the 3 guys.. lol. fast la.. 2nd round nothing much la... and somebody keeps flirting with somebody. eeewww. Hahaha! then 6.50pm went home.. yups....

i just realised whenever i talk to you. you seem to not give a damn about what i say. and you like dont even listen. whats the point of taking the initiative to talk to you?! im going to give up talking to you le la... our friendship is a disaster. last time we were like close friends. i give up!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

alright day.

erm... today early in the morning...
hidayah and nicole didnt talk to us.
but when homeroom that time. we started to talk le. lol.

after that. went hall to see the Saf band thingy.
and b4 that. the royston go ask hidayah is she alright?!
and why she cry yesterday. and i was like oops. Haha.
hidayah dont want be my friend le.. royston all ur fault la. LoL. jkjk!
i like the charles and the guitarist... lolx.
the guitarist voice so man! and the charles singing rocks!
i love his singing and he quite handsome. HaHa!

and when he sing the 'somewhere over the rainbow'
got one part he sing till damn romantic la.. =D
well. we sit in the hall from 8.45-11am++ la..
sit till butt and leg pain le lor.. irritating!

then... that stupid royston is back with his 'thick skin' word again. lolx. oh.. and when sch ending le. jackson was like outside our class making a lot of noise i think. then me and nicole say 'wa lao!!!!' then. edwyn was like he my friend why say wa lao to him. then i was like saying. erm.. i cant rmbr wat i said. i think it was like 'i also not talking to ur friend. Thick Skin! Hahaha! then he come to me and talk dunno what crap. the crap one ear in one ear out. LoL. and i didnt even know what shit he talking.. haha!

after school. went with hidayah and natalie to eat lunch at prata shop.
saw that stupid sec4 guy. roar. hate him.
i think he purposely sit at the table beside us with his girl. lol.
you sec 4 and the other time come confront us. you think you big isit?!
not like you own the whole of tampines right!!!
you go eat shit and Die better la.. idiot! HahahaHa!
anyways.. after eating. went to buy stuff for tmr's party at hidayah's house.
then.. went hidayah's house put the stuff.
and we watched HSM! we were singing like some really crazy ppl. LOL!

after singing and going crazy. we went home...
the 7pm show. is seriously damn NICE. LOVES!
and when i went out to eat dinner with my parents.
i was like saying im a step closer to owning a green sports car. LoL la.
and my mum was like. ya.. get to know a guy with a sports car lor.. Haha!
but my dream is really to own a sports car. but it will Never come true.
BYE!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

today is a fun yet horrible day la. damn!

firstly... i want to say SORRY to hidayah.. i know we went overboard.

anyways.. today first went to hall for some programme.
then. went back class. talked and talked. lol.

after that. science went to com lab. watched tremors 2.
but it was so boring. so talked lor..
talked to royston. and he wanted ask me something. then i was like WHAT?! then he say i show him attitude.. aiyo.. i didnt sia.. lol.

then. talked to him about some stuff.
and he say i still cant forget about something. like duh!
then took back history papers. Failed. damn..

after that was music.. watched the 'sound of music'
then erm... had maths. nothing much..
after school had to stay back for chinese papers.
luckily i passed. or else i really DIE sia.. phewwww..

after school. went to eat lunch with hidayah and natalie.
saw ms lam and mr kwok. mr kwok talked a lot of crap. LoL.
then. we went buy bbt. and they bought stuff for donation thingy.

we went nicole's house to put down the stuff.
then we begged hidayah to go her house. but she dont let.
and natalie and hidayah were playing. and they both kicked each other.

and we went bus-stop. natalie sat on hidayah's skirt and like didnt want hidayah to go take her bus. but in the end let la.. then hidayah didnt want to go down bus-stop. so both of us went down at her house there first. we waited for her at her house...
then. we were playing and decided to lock hidayah outside her house. hakim was at home la. and then. i told natalie to open la.. then hakim just nice behind us and say pass him the keys and then he went to open. then hidayah complained to hakim and she cried. oopsy!! =(
GOSH.. i was laughing till i cried. and i didnt see hidayah cry before sia.. im REALLY VERY SORRY HIDAYAH.. i know we went overboard and all. i didnt mean to...
i thought hakim want pass her tissue paper. in the end is not.. LoL.
and hakim scolded us.. haiz.. and hidayah's mum is so for sure going to scold us.
hidayah once again i apologise.. for making you cry and all. i feel guilty la.. very sorry leh.
then after awhile. we decided to go home.. and i know hidayah sure complain to her mother de.. and me and natalie are in for it man.. going to get scolded for sure de...
so me and her deciding not to go for hidayah's party le.. i think so la.
anyways.. BB!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

fun fun fun happy friends...

today... erm.. is the day we get back our papers. haizzz.
we received 4 subject papers. i passed 2 only. DIE!!! haiyozzz.
then. so first lesson was maths. i passed but the whole year add up sure didnt pass.

then erm... english got back our english and lit papers.
both passed. but very NOT good la. sianzzz.
then recess.. that stupid royston say wat want come fight arh?! he very crapper la.

after that. during recess or dunno when. was in class.
and then clara chat to me and natalie... and i was like...
clara reminds me of something. and she was like What?! What?!
then... she suddenly realised that i was talking about she and him thingy. LoL.
okay ppl too bad i cant tell you. cos its a Secret so i must shut my mouth.
but the thing was damn romantic can?!!! i so jealous lor... =(

eh.. then. cme and art was fine.. art was free period we played the memory game.
then. during english mr chris wee read out our english overall marks. and the rank and stuff la..
then he read mine. and then he say sherilyn same with alfred lim..
and then i was like Omg!!!! so coincidental.. like wth la.. and everybody was laughing.. i think.. or i guess it was just natalie and nicole they all..
crapper la.. i shy one leh.. LoL. you all like that makes alfred hate me more! darn it!

then... that stupid royston dunno say what shit.. evil la he. keep making fun of me.
after that... science and geog i failed.. horrible la.. stupid marks..
then..... ermz.. after school.. me,hidayah and natalie went to buy bbt and go Kfc to buy lunch..
on the way back saw royston. and he like dont want say hello to us.
so i was like ahhh. dunno him la. dunno him.. and then he say dunno then dunno lor..
and i was like eh. whats ur problem.. LOL.

then went to nicole's house to watch goong S..
oh and while waiting for nicole. we were at the void deck. and there's a really funny conversation between both of them....
Hidayah: Natalie you buy the 2pcs chicken got wat type?!
Natalie: erm. chicken breast and drumstick lor..
Hidayah: erm.... natalie... can i give you my breast and exchange??! (short pause.........) ohhhhohohoho... not my breast is the chicken breast.. LoL.
if you dont understand then nvm! HAhahaha!
we made a lot of noise at her house. and natalie and hidayah were farting all the way. HAhaha!
then.. after that.. went home.. saw the campus superstar guy i think.... whats his name?! erm. nicole say he looks like coconut head de.. ohhhh erm.. Zijie.. LOL.
then ya okay.. gtg le.. byeeee!

btw. the chn8,7pm show is really NICE!
the yilang and miki kissed. damn it was nice. love that part. hehe.
but yixi saw. its like so sad la.. and how i really wish miki was me. and yilang is Ahem. LoL.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 15, 2007

back from vivocity! wheeee!

heys...
today went with nicole,natalie and hidayah to vivocity...
reached there. me and natalie went to eat first. while nicole and hidayah went to walk and shop around lor.. then... after that.....
went to watch movie... -My DNA says i Love you.-
it was a rather nice show lor...
well. the not so good thing is that got two couples on nicole's side and my side.. that means hidayah and natalie in between us.. and i very lucky didnt sit at nicole's side. cos the couple was like kissing before the show starts. and during show also kiss. like wat the....
then the guy put the drink at near nicole's side. then when he want drink he would bend his head to the drink.. like What THE...... then nicole say he keep looking at her. crapper. his gf down there still look at her. then after awhile the girl and guy change seats.. lolx.
my side the couple at least didnt do anything much.. HAhaha!
and the whole row of seats after my side that couple is all guys. and only 1 girl.. haiyo... and lucky no guys sit beside me.. i hate sitting beside guys.. like so.... LoL.

then.. we 4 took taxi back to tampines...
stopped at nicole house there... natalie went home. then we went to buy bbt.
then erm. at park there if im not wrong i saw royston.. but didnt say hi la.
then.. saw ernest playing soccer.. i also never say hi.. hehe.
eh. then ya.. okay gtg le. BYe.

the 7pm show was NICE! and now 8pm one also very nice..
9pm show is last episode i think. so Must watch leh. =)
oh and today dreamt of tm. again a stupid dream la. dont even know why i can dream of him lor.. so Funny la.. didnt expect this kind of dream. LoL.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

booooo... im back!

BOoooo ppl.. im BACK.. from malaysia! wheeeeeeee... =D
anyways.. was in m'sia from friday afternoon to sunday... hehehe...

erm... friday. well... 3 cars went... my father's car, uncle's car and uncle dennis car... all three cars are Kia. Rio.. lolx.. only that is 3 different colours. orange.blue.red.. Haha.
so like got 12 ppl altogether.. yay. Hahaha! only got 5 teenagers... hehe.
anyways... reached malaysia it keep sunshine then rain then sunshine then rain.. its damn irritating lor.. the lightning like so scary.. then somemore the cars can easily skid one lor.. so like very dangerous la.. lol. then.... so reached the awana genting hotel at night...
then.. we went up to genting to play arcade while the adults go casino...
well. when we reached genting. got like a lot of ppl. then when come out of the car it seems like we some kind of V.I.P la.. but actually all the ppl gather outside is because they want see fireworks.. LoL. but the weather suddenly very misty so postponed to the next day...
then after arcade.. we got 2 soft toys.. Haha.. then went mac to assemble.. in case anyone missing.. LoL...
then... went back down awana.. to sleeppppp.. Hehehehe! love sleeping.

saturday... next day... went to eat buffet breakfast...
then... erm... after that.. we drove to genting skyway... then take the cable car up.. it was like rather scary lor.. i scared the whole cable car drop down.. LoL.
then.. reach up there.. only my father, sis, kevin, alvin and xiang go theme park only... some went casino again.. while me and my mum and uncle dennis and aunty esther went shopping.. well. i hate shopping and theme park.. so like the best for me is to stay at the hotel and sleep. Hahaha!
but still. i bought some stuff. pencilbox for someone.. and i bought a wallet and ring for myself.. its so nice.. Hahaha! i love the wallet very..... i just like it. lol.
then.. everybody gather again to go eat lunch...
then.. some go back to whatever they doing. while those that shopping went back hotel room.. lolx. so like have to go back down by cable car again. and damn it la.. my ear was like stuck. the ear pressure very idiotic sia... then...
went back hotel room. eat and watch tv.. hehe. then.. waited for the others to come back. when i saw my father's car i was like shouting and screaming at the window to like say hello to them. but of course cannot hear.. cos we are like at the 24th storey.. LOL.
then.. went to gohtong jaya to eat dinner again... saw a green big fly near our table.. eewww.. was like so scared by it la.. although the fly looks nice....
then.. after that.. went back up to genting to play arcade again... my ear really cannot stand the pressure liao sia.. then.. at the arcade we were standing at the window there to see the fireworks. it was rather nice la... =D then 12am went back down to awana to sleep..
well.. dreamt of somebody.. its a really stupid dream la.. HAhahaha!

sunday.. next morning.. went to swim.. we played the slide. and it was rather scary for me... lolx.. and the water was rather cold.. only the jacuzzi(sp?) was very hot water.. hehe.
then... we went to eat breakfast at gohtong jaya again...
after that.. went back hotel room.. we played monopoly the travel set. and we eat and drink... then.. erm... after playing xiang and kevin were like wrestling la.. crazy one sia..
then ya.. after that... we drove back to s'pore... and going down the genting that part. got this car that skid right in front of our car. like omg! heard from my mummy that the car turn and turn like siao. then bang onto the railing.. too bad i didnt see cos i was like falling asleep.. Haha. anyways.. reach singapore like 8.30pm+... i just realised i seriously going to gain a lot of weight. cos eat a lot and sleep not a lot.. then in the car also eat and sleep.. Hahha.. so like ya lor.. haizzz. then. on the way back.. we at first saw a small line of rainbow. then afterwards no more le.. then awhile later.. appeared another big huge line of rainbow.. long time no see le.. it was damn nice la.. Hahaha! loving it.. lolx.
then ya... later then going to blog again.. bb! =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

today's another start of a boring day.

im missing you too much. and i know i just shouldnt... it just hurts.
when you broke my heart the pain just never really goes away... haizzz!

Btw... did i mention that we both talked on msn le.. so everything should be fine when sch re-opens.. i hope so la.. SMILES!!!! =D

Anyways.... today erm.. woke up not early not late..
wanted to wake up at 12pm. but cannot.. haiz...
OH ya... Happy Birthday Chow Yu Xiang.. LoL.
then. whole day i was just eating,watching tv and using com..
i ate a lot of things la. kept finding for food to eat.. im like so going to gain lots of weight. haizzzz.
i watched 'my lucky star' nice show.. getting addicted to it.. Hahaha!
then....... went to meet nicole mui.. saw ernest at park there playing football... lolx. then went to buy bbt with her and tabitha..
after that.. sit downstairs her void deck there to chat.. then went opp. cos tabitha and the sis down there. so like chat there also lor... saw daryl cycling.. lol.
then... about 7pm+ went home... yups.. watched the 7pm show.. today's show damn funny. i laugh until like siao.. but a bit sad for the last part where yixi and yilang knew that they both like the same girl.. and the yixi was so angry.. haizzz. complicated love... wat am i talking!!
anyways.. ya.. 9pm show going to start le.. MUST watch hor. LoL. BYEeee.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

meaningless life. i still care for you.

i really do still care for you. and this sucks...
could you like kindly get out of my mind?! pleaseeeeeee???

anyways.. today.. NO sch.. cos no paper... wheeeeeee. =D
woke up like 7am. then it was so early so i went back to sleep. LoL.
then... 9.50am natalie came to my house.. we played com..
in the afternoon went to buy lunch.. while waiting for lift. the lift open and saw vanessa.. was kinda shocked.. lolx.. didnt expect to see her. hahaha.
after that.. went to meet hidayah at my house downstairs at 1.45pm..
then... took bus to bus interchange. then walked to library...
so... read all sorts of books.. then 2hrs later left the library..
went to kfc to eat... hidayah was like going to sleep le la.. lol.
then.. walked back with hidayah.. whole time both of us didnt talk.. cos i see hidayah like want to sleep le. so dont bother her lor.. Hahahaha!
then..... watched chn8,7pm show.. most of the episodes are seriously damn funny la.. its a must watch. and the 9pm show also.. this one is definitely must watch. LoL.
the 7pm show.. today is so niceeeee. the yilang and yixi told miki that they like her.. she so good la.. got this 2 handsome guys like her.. how i wish im her sia.. haha. dream on sherilyn.. anyways.. i seriously love this show a lot.... Haha. okay la.. gtg le.. Bye...

im like again so interested in sport cars... have been into sports cars since young... i just love the looks of the cars.. so Handsome and Chio.. hahahaha!!
there is a lot of red and yellow sports cars.. i LOVE it..
but like no use having sports cars in singapore.. only will kena scratch by ppl. and also cannot drive too fast.. lolx..
i want black - white - green - orange - red or yellow sports cars.. hehehe.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, October 09, 2007

thats what friends are for!! =D

HEEELLLLOOOOOOO!
you're my BFFL. love you. lol.
i love you. you love me. we are happy friends for life.
with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you.
WONT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME TOO?! =D

oopsy.. im trying to make myself go high la.. anybody wanna join in the fun?! Haha.
yesterday was a stupid day. couldnt get to watch 9pm show. my father dont let me. dumbass. ask me to study maths. everytime he teach me also no use. nothing goes into my brain. he keep saying me like i very stupid. but like i guess i really am la.. hehehe. and when we both in bad mood i will end up crying. cos very frustrated. yesterday is so gonna be the last day i cry lor. enough of all the tears... cry only make me more sad and nose block. Hahaha.

anyways... today is the last paper.. which is maths paper 1... difficult la. for me!
then.... in the morning i wanted to Boo him.. but not successful cos he turned around b4 i did it... LoL. did i mention that i have never liked to take the initiative to do something. or easier english i dont like to take the first step to do something.. hehe.
im the shy type of girl la.. i dont make friends that easily. so ya. lolx.
and jaslynn early in the morning like so damn bad mood la.. wat happened lor?! she walked out of the class and bang the door. wat the..... LoL.

so after maths paper. walked out of school. and i just tried to go high!! i was seriously trying to make myself Happy! i was hugging my pink bag.. they say that i shld change the bag cos got one big hole. lol. but i still love my bag! its so soft.. LoL. then went to tampines central community centre. the fairprice to buy stuff with nicole,natalie and hidayah. we bought stuff to make SUSHI... =D
so after buying. went to nicole's house... we watched some vcd show while waiting for the rice to be cooked. and after rice cook we made the sushi... its so delicious. OISHI. HAHA.
nicole should go make some for Rosaline. LOL!!!!
then... ya nothing. we watched tv. then went home le lor..
from tmr onwards till next tuesday no need go sch sia.. wheeeeeee! i'll miss all my friends. haiz. but nvm holiday rocks man!! all i want for christmas is my 2 front teeth. LoL. the song so damn cute la.. LOOL!! lalalalalalala! okay la.. gtg le... byeeeeee!

+chn8 the 7pm & 9pm show is nice la.. hahaha!+
i guess its really difficult for me to forget you.. damn this really sucks. =(

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 08, 2007

you're the love of my life!

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! HI. LoL.
we had chinese paper 2 today. was not easy at all. although first time i could do finish like 15mins b4 the paper ends.. hehehe. first time lor...
then. went with nicole and natalie to eat at the prata shop again...
left the place just nice some People came in.. too bad couldnt see him. cos long time no see le. but like just missed it.. haiz. lolx. i crazy sia. im like suppose to get over him la.
then... went to take bus to hidayah's house. wait for hidayah and her mum to come.. then hidayah say why we wait here suppose to wait at the other side. lol.
then went with them to market and buy stuff lor.. natalie was irritated cos taking very long.. then went to the market hidayah and natalie couldnt stand the smell. is it really that stinky?!
anyways.. went back hidayah's house.. played neopets using her com..
then erm... went to use her bro's com afterwards... had much fun la... we were laughing like crazy again... and hakim was like so irritated like that la.. LOL. everytime go hidayah's house will laugh a lot one sia.. got laughing gas in the house. HAhahaha! =D
then after that.. walked back home. then ya.. gtg le.. CIAOZzzzZzz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, October 07, 2007

i loved you for who you were...

this year i just dont know why.
but got a lot of friendship problems.
but i guess... its just all fated.
or its just my fault. but i treasure all of them.
im sorry. if i made you feel we were drifting apart?! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, October 06, 2007

when you're gone. i think of you...

BOOoooooOOOOOooooooOOooooo! Haha!
woke up early. went to meet yonglin. then we went to eat at mac.
then... went back home to study... sianz.
then. yonglin came with us to my uncle's house... we went swimming. its been ages since we swim le la.. Haha.. me.yonglin.my mum.my dad and my cousin went to swim.
then erm. my cousin damn annoying la.. keep chasing after me. then he tried carrying me. WTH! no guy has ever did that b4 la... got a feeling he.....likes me...... ya... or maybe im thinking too much. lol.
eh. then. just now went with my dad to drive yonglin home. i wanted watch the 'spider',chn5 that show.. then like on they way there and back. almost every traffic light was red. damn it la. i was like so frustrated. then i run back. and the show ended. roarrrrr!!
lolx. anyways.. maybe going to watch residents evil. LoL... okay gtg le.. byebye...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, October 05, 2007

the stupid me.. lol.

HEY!!
yesterday was thinking if im really stupid?! the exam papers i find all so difficult while others say it was quite alright.. haiz. and my maths and chinese really suck. the two most important subjects other than english la.. even my father says im like so stupid. then the other time got back the mensuration test i failed it. and even natalie and hidayah can pass. and nicole say i never use my brain. lolx. ya i dont thats why im so dumb!

anyways.. today was maths paper 2.. one word. FAIL! is for sure one la.. almost all the questions i anyhow write the answers la.. i find it damn difficult lor.. damn it la.
then after exam.. went with hidayah and natalie to eat at mac. then we went to tampines regional library.. the library seriously damn quiet sia.. lolx. well. i was reading 2 books. one on rejection and the other on truths about relationships,sex,bullying and etc. i read until laugh a lot la.. the sex one was damn sick la.. eeeewwww! Hahaha...
the rejection one got write about relationships if you want be the rejector and dont want hurt someone you can tell a white lie. but if found out then ur problem la. i got an example from the book.................. here goes.....
e.g. pam invites kyle to a dance then kyle said he got to go visit his grandmother on that day. then, the dance that day, kyle shows up at the dance with another girl.... LoL. lame lor.
anyways... after staying in the library for quite a few hours we went home. i walked home even though the sun was damn hot like some barbeque pit. lol.
then ya.......... okay gtg le........ bye bye bye bye!!!! =D

another stupid real example is.... you say you want study for exams.. in the end you went to patch up with ur other girl. seriously wat kind of stupid lie is that?! and like you would study for ur Eoy like that la.. crapper. nvm. im ur friend. i forgive you. =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, October 04, 2007

the past never the present...

i just decided to blog earlier today. cos later wont be using com le. i think. since tmr is maths paper 2 i must really study hard. one word for maths paper... DIE! =(
but like no matter how hard i study nothing goes into my brain.. haizzz. Help! btw.. i just realised the 7pm,chn8 show is really nice.. i like the guy named yilang.. he so handsome.

anyways... yesterday i told shihui in her tagboard that i would talk to him.. BUT.... today didnt even talk la.. Haha... i want say bye to him. he so fast went off le. dumb dumb!
then... today was lit paper... was easy yet difficult.. lolx.
then..... after that. went buy bbt with nicole and natalie. then. i asked natalie if want go hidayah's house. so we went lor.. had a GREAT FUN time at her house. we laughed like some mentally crazy ppl la.. seriously lor.. its like damn siao la.. =D
we went her house. play com.. but like very lag.. so we watched 'chicken run' but too boring. so switched show to 'secret' 2nd time watching it le.. i still find the demolishing part when jay chou playing the piano that part the best. i love that part la.. wheeeeee! Haha.
then... after watching.. we went to play neopets on hakim's com.. hakim said neopets not nice.. evil sia.. i said the games were so cute. and he say that its for cute girls/ppl to play.. LoL. that means he say hidayah,natalie and me cute la.. HaHA! then hakim said he got girlfriend.. Hahahaha! so we purposely forced him to say.. but he dont want say. so bad.. LoL.
oh then hidayah answered a phone call... i show you the conversation...
Hidayah: hello
Hidayah's father: hi(something like that)
Hidayah: hello.. are you hakim's gf??(she ask in a very cute cute voice)
Hidayah's father: ?????
then hakim took the phone.. and he said that it was their father la.. LoL.. hidayah couldnt recognise her father's voice sia.. HAhahaHAHA!! we laugh until want die le la..
then he after that want to use com.. but we say that if he dont tell us we dont let him use.. we are evil ppl. lol. then he said his gf is wan ling.. i think saw b4 this person. but dont really know who. but like he doesnt seem like he really got gf la.. hahaha...
then... after all the fun and laughter.. we went home le. LOL.. if you were at hidayah's house i think hor will laugh until like really crazy crazy crazy la.. hehe.... gtg le.. bye..
*wishing myself good luck for maths paper.. and hoping we would be great good friends again like what we used to be last time.. wishing to turn back time..* HAIZ!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

you know i'd never let you go... =(

i really wonder would i let you go?! lol. what am i talking!! Haha!
could it be that im falling for you.... its you. you. you... lolx. lame sia..
it was the past. and just those memories...
i cannot find the 'never let you go' that song. i love it la.. hehehehehehe!

anyways.. today had geog exam.. i find the exams that i took few days ago and today all very difficult... haiz... im hopeless lor. just dont wish to retain.. =(
then.... that person came in class. then shihui tell him that i say hi to him.. lol. i didnt la.. then afterwards he said hiiiiii to me. then i didnt say hi. and he was like saying i dao him. lol. i have thought of giving up being friends with him. cos like we wouldnt be that close as we used to be.. i think.. lolx. im talking crap again. then today said hi to royston. he looked so pissed. nvm i dont want talk to him le.. irritating. later i never talk to him then he say i dao him.. stupid dumb dumb leh he.. roar!!! then.. after geog exam went to eat prata with nicole and natalie...
then natalie went home.. then hidayah suddenly call say want go airport.. lolx. but since nicole cant go so didnt go lor... then i went with nicole and her bro to see the uncle's dog again.. its really cute la.. then after that. went back to nicole's house. hidayah and natalie came to study... so studied lit lor.. then hidayah and natalie were acting out the scenes la.. damn funny. =D
oh and then.. we were listening to the 'never let you go' that song la.. then i thinking and thinking about somebody and was about to cry. luckily i didnt.. lol. =(
then after studying. walked back with hidayah... saw edwyn, daryl and kj... guess they didnt saw us.. they still cycle. later fall then you know arh.. LoL..
lolx. forget about the giving up on me and him that friendship. i tmr will try to talk to him more often okay?!! Hahaha.. like that we will be good close friends again. whheeeee!
then ya.. 9pm show starting le hor... go watch!!! hahaha! see ya.. bb!!

my heart cant seem to learn to part.
there is nothing left for me to do now. but give in...
if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling.
i would sing to you and tell you i wont live my life without you.
i just need one more chance.
to share the sunset our one last romance.
if you gave me one chance to tell you how i was feeling.
i would hold your hand and look in your eyes.
and you'd know i'd never let you go.
its just this one chance. but i dont want le. i just want be your close friend. =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, October 02, 2007

my love will get you home!!

my love will always get you home!! Haha.
i guess me and him really hopeless le la. haizzz. but i'll try my best bah. i'll do anything for this great friendship.. hahaHa... anyways im so happy nicole and royston good good friends le. =D
then today had science exam... was VERY difficult for me.. lol.
oh and today in the morning he walked in. then i wave at him. then he waved back.. wheeeeee!! at least its sort of some hi hi thingy.. Haha. he must be thinking why i suddenly talking to him la... its seriously damn long we didnt talk le. i really want this friendship back. hehe!
and tmr i will try my best to do watever i can to make our frienship better. LoL!
then after science exam. went to eat at prata shop. saw this girl and guy. from our sch de. damn loving la.. nicole was like saying she dont want see lor. so romantic... lolx. she just wish that she and him can be this loving to each other.. HAhahahaha!!
then after eating. went to big bkshop again. we looking through some astrology book. about the horoscopes and stuff.. quite true about some of us la. LoL.
then after that... went with nicole to her uncle's house to see the cute cute dog!!! love it. so cute lor. but i quite scared of dogs. cos i scared they bite. then luckily the dog didnt bark at me.. lolx. then after that.. went home le lor.. okays gtg le.. byezzz...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, October 01, 2007

i'd be the reason for your pain...

Happy Children's Day!!! Hahaha.. 9pm show going to start le.. LoL.
anyways. today had history and mt paper 1 exams...
early in the morning decided to say hi to him.. then he was asking natalie something then i was beside natalie. then i just did those hello gesture. but the word hello didnt come out from my mouth.. haiz. i see him like suddenly dunno how to talk.. Ahhhhh! so i was like aiya. forget it la.. tmr then try say hi again lor.. i felt like some idiot la.. lolx.
history i very scared will fail sia. hope not lor... when do finish le was sleeping and thinking about stuff. think about happy stuff then i smile to myself sia. then i think about some really sad and angry stuff i nearly cried la.. crap sia...
then had recess... then i went to buy drink while natalie and nicole went to buy tidbits. then i reach the stall he also walking there. then i see him wanted say hi again but like so weird. so just quickly buy drink then go. i think he saw me then purposely stand far away from me lor. then when i walk to natalie there they were laughing la. say what when i walked back like so buay song. Haha. then nicole was saying she saw roy. then i was looking out for roy so that can say hi to him. while walking to put back the cup... then suddenly natalie was pushing me to him. then my mind was like wah lao natalie why you pushing me to this person sia.. who the heck is that?! then when i walked past and i turned my head i saw who it was la.. wth sia. she push me to that someone lor.. crazy la... i nearly bang onto him lor.. crapper...
then mt paper 1 was alright. my brain like jammed up la.. haha.
then end of school. saw him again wanted to say bye. and cannot say again. aiya. just forget it la. i just always cannot say de lor.. haizzz. and natalie was like ever since me and him didnt talk we like got a lot of fate with him always see him.. lol. the school so small of course la.. hehe.
then after school went to big bkshop. and went to buy bbt. then after that walked natalie to bus-stop. saw handsome boyboy... nicole seemed happy.. Hahaha!
then after that i went to nicole's house to study science... wheeee. so many chapters to study.. siao liao la.. die sia!! really really really hope i will pass. then royston came to get some notes from her. then he talked a lot of crap lor.. stupid dumb dumb.. lolx. okay gtg study le. bye.

wishing for the time where it was just you and me.
and you could put the blame on me.
i'm sorry for the things that i've put you through. i didnt know what to do.
all the pain i kept inside. i'm sorry your life became this way.
all the things you kept inside you.
even thought the blames on you. i could take the blame from you.
you would rather be with her than me...
but now i know that i just want to be your friend. thats all i want!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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