AHHHHHH!!! i cant believe im still confused till today. whats going on in my mind sia?! i just dont get it.. damn this sucks lor.. haizzz. bang! and im dead.. hehe!
today eeeeeeeeerrrrrmmmmm... literature was alright la.. had some test. cant believe i failed right?! Haha. but its cos i didnt read the whole entire story properly.. LoL.
then history. still alright lor.. yups.. then during recess. hidayah suddenly ask me some question.. like so random la.. and its like i wish i can like back that guy. but my feelings for the other one is still so deep. and cannot forget so like ya.. LoL. nvm i talking crap.
then we had mt LC.. this time is for exams de.. dont think i will pass. hehe.
then homec. it was rather boring. watch some video on fruits and food additives.. lol. then went to library.. nothing much la.. then we had to go back class. cos still not yet end of school. went back. then suddenly jaslynn asked me whether me and him alright le.. and i said No.. its like so weird la. why she suddenly ask this qns lor.. haiz. so random...
then after school. went to nicole's house with hidayah and natalie...
then went to coffeeshop to eat lunch.. on the way so royston and vanessa.. =D
after that erm.. went back nicole's house... studied a little...
then jaslynn and nicole aw came.. then ask us whether want play candles. so played outside nicole's house... then ya.. after that went back in to watch 'secret'... really nice show.. dont know how to explain my feelings for the show... lol.
at the ending when he played the song on the old piano and the ppl were demolishing the school. i show jay chou the eyes so watery. and like going to cry. and suddenly i nearly cried.. hehe. but in the end didnt cry like siao la.. not as touching la the show.. i think. Haha.
then after watching. natalie told nicole to help take the pencil box and then nicole ask hidayah to take in then hidayah left it at the shoe rack.. in the end its lost now.. haiyo. she got so many many pens la.. wth sia.. then after that... walked back home...
watched the 5.30-6.30pm show again. the last 30mins.. still no trust and faith.. haiyooo!
then after that nothing la.. yups.. gtg le.... byebyeeeeeeeeeee!!!
today we still didnt talk.. i really am confused?! i want to talk but like whenever i see him i dont feel like talking le... SOMEBODY please tell me whether i should talk to him?! please Help! i dont want our friendship to end up like nicole that state la.. haizzz. although now nicole and him alright le.. i think... i really want to be his friend again and not his enemy.. argh! i think he wants me to talk to him just that i wouldnt talk. ahhhhh! wat am i talking!! crapper la.. haiz....