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Saturday, September 29, 2007

We are still great friends right?!

boooooo... i've decided to just talk to him. i dont want to lose our great frienship we used to had. just remembering the great times we had. it was so fun as his friend. he was just so fun to be with lor.. Hahaha! i still treat him as my good good friend lor.
but if he dont want talk to me then forget it lor... hehe.
today was fine. studied history... wheeeee! hope i can pass history exam. lol.
then ya.. okay gtg le.. ciaoz.. byebyebye!!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, September 28, 2007

im really still confused.. HOW?!

AHHHHHH!!! i cant believe im still confused till today. whats going on in my mind sia?! i just dont get it.. damn this sucks lor.. haizzz. bang! and im dead.. hehe!
today eeeeeeeeerrrrrmmmmm... literature was alright la.. had some test. cant believe i failed right?! Haha. but its cos i didnt read the whole entire story properly.. LoL.
then history. still alright lor.. yups.. then during recess. hidayah suddenly ask me some question.. like so random la.. and its like i wish i can like back that guy. but my feelings for the other one is still so deep. and cannot forget so like ya.. LoL. nvm i talking crap.
then we had mt LC.. this time is for exams de.. dont think i will pass. hehe.
then homec. it was rather boring. watch some video on fruits and food additives.. lol. then went to library.. nothing much la.. then we had to go back class. cos still not yet end of school. went back. then suddenly jaslynn asked me whether me and him alright le.. and i said No.. its like so weird la. why she suddenly ask this qns lor.. haiz. so random...
then after school. went to nicole's house with hidayah and natalie...
then went to coffeeshop to eat lunch.. on the way so royston and vanessa.. =D
after that erm.. went back nicole's house... studied a little...
then jaslynn and nicole aw came.. then ask us whether want play candles. so played outside nicole's house... then ya.. after that went back in to watch 'secret'... really nice show.. dont know how to explain my feelings for the show... lol.
at the ending when he played the song on the old piano and the ppl were demolishing the school. i show jay chou the eyes so watery. and like going to cry. and suddenly i nearly cried.. hehe. but in the end didnt cry like siao la.. not as touching la the show.. i think. Haha.
then after watching. natalie told nicole to help take the pencil box and then nicole ask hidayah to take in then hidayah left it at the shoe rack.. in the end its lost now.. haiyo. she got so many many pens la.. wth sia.. then after that... walked back home...
watched the 5.30-6.30pm show again. the last 30mins.. still no trust and faith.. haiyooo!
then after that nothing la.. yups.. gtg le.... byebyeeeeeeeeeee!!!

today we still didnt talk.. i really am confused?! i want to talk but like whenever i see him i dont feel like talking le... SOMEBODY please tell me whether i should talk to him?! please Help! i dont want our friendship to end up like nicole that state la.. haizzz. although now nicole and him alright le.. i think... i really want to be his friend again and not his enemy.. argh! i think he wants me to talk to him just that i wouldnt talk. ahhhhh! wat am i talking!! crapper la.. haiz....

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, September 27, 2007

im still seriously confused one la...

it was just a fine day today... im still confused over stuff. lolx.
so erm. early in the moring it was raining... was supposed to meet yonglin but woke up late.. so didnt meet her.. then went to sch on my own.. when i came out of house it was only drizzling. then suddenly at park there the rain got heavier and i got drenched.. LoL. its fun walking in the rain but.. i dont like walking in the rain with sch-uni and shoes and bag.. haiz!!
anyways.. shihui was like drenched like siao la.. Hahaha!
then Dep.. we combined both groups.. so is the whole class together lor. some of them their scripts stuff was funny la.. lolx.. most of us did great. HAha..
then cme watched the dunno what show again.. then got this fighting part. and shihui was going crazy cos she didnt like ppl fighting with each other. its like can feel the pain sia. lol.

then... had maths test.. sianz.. im like so damn going to fail la.. this one for sure de.. confirm will not pass la.. Haiz!!! i really dont like maths la.. damn it lor...
then. chinese. had LC but this time also not real one. and i failed.. lolx. i really hope tmr the real LC i will pass sia... i really really hope i will. haizzz...
after school. went with jaslynn.natalie.nicole aw to eat at some prata shop. nicole mui actually follow us de. then she thought we eat at kfc then she walk different way from us. then she in the end didnt join us.. LoL la.. then after that.. we bought candles. and we went to play at some place... was celebrating natalie's bday with the candles.. LoL. and since we all didnt get to play with the candles during mooncake festival thingy. so we play today lor.. nicole mui joined us for awhile too.
then after that. we about to go home le.. then got a couple and their child. then the boy was like fire fire.. wth!! -.-'' dont even have fire lor. alr blow out liao. you so scared still come near. idiot sia. then the mother wanted to call police la. wth... its just candles.. crapper lor... spoil my mood only.
then... so went home le lor.. we quickly zhao la.. Hahaha...
then so ya.... okay so i gtg le.. BB! =D oh and and... chn8,9pm going to start le.. dont forget to watch.. its really damn nice. and getting more and more exciting.. LoL.

so in class we didnt talk to each other for 1week and 2-3 days le... first time i didnt talk to someone in class for so long la.. and first time im ignoring someone. is he ignoring me or am i ignoring him?! i guess we both are just ignoring each other. i didnt want our friendship to become like this. but you were the one who lied to me.. haiz. i have the urge to just talk to you and just be great friends like we used to be.. i really want to talk to you. just that what if i talk to you and you dont want talk to me... do you hate me or do i hate you?? AHhhhhh!! somebody please Help!!!! seriously am i going to not talk to him forever and not be friends anymore?! this really sucks! =(

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Bang bang bang!! you're dead. LoL.

Bang Bang Bang Bang Bang!!!!! you're dead.. Hahaha... i know i very lame.
anyways... i really seem to love wednesdays.. hehe... =D
early in the morning went to mac with natalie and jaslynn. then elocin(somebody's name spelled backwards) came... Hahaha...
erm... in the morning got our class photos... everybody went around asking ppl to sign.. and im like sitting there talking... too lazy to ask le.. Haha...
oh and hidayah always T.I.P... you want to know what does that mean?! it means thinking in progress. and whenever she is thinking she smiles to herself!! LOL!!! =)
then... Pe we had to run 2 rounds. in the end is 1 round outside sch. and 5 rounds around the basketball court thingy la.. lol... then we played floorball...
then after that was lit... and that royston keeps saying 'thick skin. thick skin' like wth!

then recess. roy suddenly ask me about me and somebody something. like how the hell did he know?! lolx. that royston hor can get info from everywhere one la... but he like very lag one sia.. some things a lot of ppl know liao then he know.. Hahaha!
then science was boring!!! then music we watched the king and I.. and the sound of music. when we were going to watch sound of music. roy say he want watch the kissing part. and i was like go kiss your hidayah la.. LoL.. joking only.. hehe.
and melvin listens to hidayah la.. when she ask him sit on the floor after awhile. he really go sit la.. wow.. hidayah pro sia.. lolx.

then after school. went to library with hidayah and natalie... after eating lunch. we suddenly like thinking of the past... i mean last year... then like we suddenly wanted to know where everybody was sitting in the class last year.. Haha.. then its like we forgot whether was there 40 or 42 pupils.. in the end we only remembered 39.. so like how many classmates in 1B last yr sia?! 39-42... those in 1B last year can you remember how many???? lol..
then we drew out the sitting positions.. Hahahaha!! we nothing better to do sia..
then after that we were waiting for nicole. in the end she didnt come...
when we went down.. saw royston and paul... LoL. natalie really got fate with royston one sia.. hahahaha!!! then i went to say to royston to ask him to watch out.. LoL.. im like sot le la..
then after that walked home.. saw nicole going up her house.. in the end is she go buy bbt with habibah. LoL.. then went home.. did maths revision...
then watched 5.30-6.30pm,chn8 show.. the xiaoyan and wenhui lacks one very important thing in their both their relationships... its TRUST!!! lol. trust trust trust is really the most important thing la.. almost everything needs trust.. Hahahahhaa...
then now watching chn8,9pm the show.. its exciting.interesting.cool. its just so damn nice show la.. bang bang bang!!! Haha.. sometimes i really wonder will the good guys in the show be the ones that are bad?! lolx. but like dont think so la.. Hahaha. okay gtg le.. byeeeezzzzzzzz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

sighzzz.

Bang!!! Haha. i really like to go high by myself sia... =)
anyways... brought back almost every single book. cos today got almost all the subjects.. lol. see i so guai.. Hahaha...
then mt did the LC... surprising i anyhow choose answer also can pass. i dont wish to flunk my chinese LC this friday. the last time my LC was 4/20.. crazy la..
then erm.. english was alright. we did lit.. mr chris wee always make us happy de... haha... then geog was fine.. learnt the bearing stuff... then roy suddenly point to somebody and say wat show him some love... and i was like huh?! he crazy boyboy sia...
then went hall. watched the sec1s perform.. lolx..
then went back class take books. but class door lock so early.. dumb dumb!
after that.. went with natalie and jaslynn to eat lunch in sch.. jaslynn told us a little of roy and somebody's conversation. then i wasl ike roy. wo yao sha le ni.. LoL.
then went to buy bbt with them. then walked back home.. on the way back. saw roy with his friend... jaslynn tell us that roy down there. then i was like Royston!! then i remembered he like so pissed off when during recess everywhere we saw him we said hi! Hahaha. so i was like ohya. cannot say hi.. lol... then after that went back home. yups.
at night went to my uncle's house to eat dinner. and watch tv... i hate going to my uncle's house. my father's 2 brothers always like say i some dumb person.. they dont like me or dont like that im NA say la.. always anyhow say ppl. so what if you all so smart. whatever lor. you teacher of VJC so what! i hate them also cos i hate smokers.. eeyer!!! bleh.. lol. im like crapping around la.. pissed off everytime i go there.. so i just keep my mouth shut. Hehe..
today only watched 1st 30mins of the 9pm show.. wonder wat happened from 9.30-10pm.. i didnt want to miss the show one la.. just that had to fetch my mum and sis. then my father dont allow me go home first.. dumbdumb!! my father also one kind one sia.. kns!
then after that went home.. yups.. gtg le... byebye!

wo hai shi xi huan ni de.. ni zhi bu zhi dao?! haiz.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, September 24, 2007

wheeeeeee!! LoL.

kon-nichi-wa.. is it hello?! lol. nvm. i sot le.. Hahaha.

i just realised i got cute different names or in other words nicknames?!..
so there is... -chow-.-chowder-.-jiajia liang teh-.-shit-.-sheryl?-
i think there's more. but cannot think. Hahaha. =P

erm. today in the morning very funny leh.. LoL. wanna know what happened?! okay. here goes.. natalie the naughty girl decided to go and step on paul's foot. once again. and so she stepped. and then i think she either lost her balance or she slipped. and she fell down.. muahahaha!! she fell right in front of mira. LoL. and all of us who saw laughed like siao la.. hehe.
and nicole was like imagine if natalie fell onto paul and the lips touched.. omg! that would be so... wow la! Hahaha...
then dunno who say saw somebody. doing some bike stunts on friday. then that person fell and got injured.. haha! he deserves it. retribution. lol. i was like why he never die?! hehe. and i was like rejoice rejoice! haha. okay la. im not that evil. anyways. i still like the natalie fall down that part. LOL.

then today... had english exam papers 1 & 2... it was rather alright la.. hope i pass. or even better hope i pass with flying colours. LoL. =D
and everytime exam time is good. cos once done with the paper and left quite a lot of time and checked the paper already then can sleep in class. although i cant sleep like for more than 1/2hr cos i always wake up every 5-10mins. lol. but still its nice to sleep. but nicole they all felt cold so they ask teacher to lower the fan thingy... haiz. colder nicer to sleep leh. somemore today rain. LoL.
then after papers finish. went with nicole.jaslynn.natalie. to eat lunch at kfc.. saw yonglin there too.. =) hehehe. and we were laughing like siao la.. we were learning the japanese words.. lol. so cute. Hahaha.
then after eating. natalie.jaslynn. came to my house. then at park there saw royston and his friend. and natalie was like shouting his name.. so that we could just say Hi to him.. LoL... and natalie was like saying nic got no fate with him de. and she say that she always have fate with him. wth. Hahaha. but like quite true leh. most of the time with her will see him.. lol.
they played the com again... lolx. then 2hrs+ later they go home. so walked them to traffic light there lor.. lol... then ya. okay gtg le.. sooooo ciao for now!

should i take hidayah's advice to just dont forget him. as the more i forget the more i will remember?! and that time would heal all wounds. and let the feeling slowly drain away... okay i think i will do that.. lolx.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, September 23, 2007

boring day. =D

hey.. today like very boring. tmr is english exam papers 1 & 2.. DIE! lol.
early in the morning rain rain rain. so cold.
then when church service ended the sun so HOT!! burning la. when waiting for my father at tampines mrt outside there. stand there for 10mins under shelter was already feeling so hot lor.... haiz. really like you getting barbequed.... =D
i have been forever thinking about you. somebody got methods to forget a person anot arh?! i want to die la. difficult to forget you la.. haizzz. and btw. you lied to me okay?! why you just couldnt tell me the truth!! idiot!
okay im going off. byeee. gd luck to everyone for ur EOYs...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Saturday, September 22, 2007

feel the love. of me loving myself.

i really really really cannot forget you. AAAAAAHHHHH! why like that?! this sucks! i cant stop thinking of you.

LAlalala... im going to wish good luck to myself for Eoys. and wish everyone gdluck also.. haha.
then... today in the afternoon was studying with the help of my father. i still dont really understand la.. i really suck at my studies la.. LoL. my brain always jam de. think damn slowly.. i cant rmbr everything that i have learnt. lol.
then after studying for like 2hrs+ went out.. then went to paya lebar.. after that eat dunno how many pieces of toasted kaya bread thingy. at coffee & toast. LoL. i eat until damn full la.
then went home. study a little bit again. then went out to my cousin's house. for baby's 1 month thingy la. the baby name is ashton.. hehe.. when he sleep hor. it like got a smile on his face one la. so cute!
when we reach the house we like watching sunset la.. Nice!! it would be romantic if ............ ya... =D
then went down with my cousins to the playground place. got those workout stuff also.
tried the guys always do the pull-up thingy.. and gosh i pull myself up a bit only my arm pain le la.
then after that went to my uncle's house. eat mooncakes.. wheeeeee!! =)
then ya... okay.. gtg le.... byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

i think i realise now that i really really hate you. i think la.. but maybe not. i seriously wished you didnt exist. dont even bother about being friends with me anymore... im evil. i know. do i really hate you?! i cant bring myself to hate you actually. but i'll try my best. dont wish to see you. only 1 more month or less then dont need see you le.. ohya i forgot still got next yr. unless you change sch or quit sch then i dont need see you Forever. im happy for now. i guess.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, September 21, 2007

Ahhhhhhhh exams!!! lol.

hey...
today err... hidayah came to sch looking so sad and all. well. guess she's just tired. or else is she got moodswing... LoL.
then english had letter-writing test.. haiz... oh and kj his hair was cut by some teacher i think. then he come in class so angry.. i dont get it why guys always get so frustrated when teachers cut their hair shorter.
and mr chris wee was like. why dont you all cut ur hair like me la.. then dont need so much trouble.. and he was like girls also must cut.. LoL. he say wat if want be in his class must cut his hair until like botak.. Hahaha.
history was fine... teckmeng and edwyn were like quarreling in a cute way la.. and like tm was smiling while quarreling i see until want laugh le la.
then ohya. clara was betting with royston over some qns they asked me. they bet $2 i think... one of them said my reaction would be wat the hell. the other said my reaction would be No! cos the qns was .sherilyn you having secret relationship with roy arh?. then my first reply was Huh?! cos i couldnt hear wat clara said. then she asked again. i was like noooo. siao.. LoL. they very lame lor.. btw. roy is reserved for either hidayah or nicole.. HAhahaha!!! royston is my cute and handsome boyboy/dinosaur.. LoL.
then chinese was fine. mr tay shift somebody's seat to sort of beside me. arghz. but its only for today la.. i think. so like heng arh!! LoL.
then homec was okay lor... we made some fish cutlet thingy... it lookes like nuggets. i've never tasted any that i made yet. dont think it taste nice. cos got onion and i really hate onion sia.. yucks...
oh and the ms tan that homec grp get to go watch the volleyball match between shss volleyball guys and the i forgot wats the other country one la. i think the shss de lost... if im not wrong... but still i guess it was a good game.
then after school. went to put my books down at nicole's house.
then went with her to buy bbt and go big bkshop. then after that went back her house to take my books. then went home. gosh the books were damn heavy la.. want die le lor... the plastic bag like going to break la.. and my hands were like so damn pain lor.. roar!! stupid books.. LoL.
then the 7pm,chn8 show end le.. ending is nice and stupid also. LoL..
cant wait for chn8, 9pm show.. it rocks rocks rocks man.. Hahaha. ya okay. gtg le.. bye.

somebody please tell me if i am evil when i dont talk to him?! never talk for 4 days in class le.. wheeeeeee. love it man.. but well i still treat him as a friend i think?! but i also seem to hate him. haiz. am i really not going to talk to him forever?! hehe. should i talk to him?! will he talk back to me?! sheesh!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, September 20, 2007

bored. exams coming le. haizzz.

hey. the exams are coming. i've studied like one tiny bit only. haiz...
then today well. had Dep. had to read our thing that we wrote. mine was on love. its how i feel about teenage love.true love and stuff la... the only problem i had was reading too fast i think?! then natalie and nicole the problem was they keep looking at the paper. then when ms esther asked the paper got gold isit?! then natalie was like its blue.. Hahahaha. stupid la.
then samuel borrowed my pen. then when dep ended. somebody else passed me the pen. and that person smiled at me i think. wth. smile somemore. i dont intend to smile back at you la.
then english. mr chris wee teached us on the letter writing.. then cme watched that dunno wat show la.. then blahblahblah...... we got back science test... and i passed.. wheeeee!!
then chinese was quite alright la.. we laughed like super a lot la.. and mr tay was reading ppl's compo.. luckily most of us didnt hand up yet.. like only 9 ppl hand up la. lol...
after that. had chapel... talked something about trust god thingy. and nicole was like trust again! and i said wat almost everything needs trust. love needs trust. friendships need trust too.
then after chapel. went with natalie to buy her sch uniform. then went to library... cos hidayah was there waiting for us. then so we three were writing down our class the ppl's name backwards. and damn it was so funny la.. we laughed like mad lor...
then we decided to wait for nicole and jaslynn outside humanities room. cos can laugh more and louder there.. Haha... it was seriously funny la... really laughed like crazy lor...
here are some of their names that i find is so cute! -nur hidayah..run hayadih - nicole mui..ium elocin - royston lee.. eel notsyor... really cute lor.. Haha... nicole's name sound like some medicine. while royston's name sounded like some dinosaur la.. LoL. there's lots more other really cute name. but i cant remember. my name spelled backwards is really weird...
then after that went to buy bbt. went to walk at the pasar malam. then after that walked hidayah. and natalie to the bus-stop near there la.. then after that walked home..
then at night went with my mum to the pasar malam at coffeeshop there... bought a lot of things. cos i was intending to eat all the food i bought as my dinner.. LoL.
then walked home. yupzzz. gtg le. byebye....

i seriously cant seem to forget you. my love for you had gone so much deeper... but i will try my best to forget you. =)

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

today was indeed a better day!!! =D

today was indeed a much much much better day... we were Happy!!!!
okay soooooo... early in the morning went to mac with natalie...
then after come back class... hidayah.nicole.jaslynn.habibah.shihui. came one by one la..
then hidayah looked so nice with the twirly fringe that she pinned to the back...
so we were asking everyone if hidayah looked pretty today. some said yes. some didnt say anything. so silence means consent.. LoL....
so we talked and talked.. and laughed like super a lot... im glad yesterday's problem between we girls was the past.. and please just stop all the neverending problems la....
then for like almost the whole day. or just the whole morning. i was crazy over royston.. HAhahahha.. i crazy le la.. i was like saying he so cute. then dunno watever crap.. lol. roy if you see this dont freak out.. i was just going mad... maybe too happy le..
so during pe.. played floorball. and gosh the sun was damn HOT la.. it seems like going to get sunburn or skin cancer or heat stroke la.. lolx.. seriously was freaking hot man... then end of pe.. i took out my watch and saw that my wrist there got the watch strap.. as in my skin got 2 colour tone la.. but like not that obvious la... phewww...
then during recess.. was crazy again. went to where some of the 2B guys were sitting at. and said hi to royston.. Hahahaha..
then for almost the whole time in class. shihui and natalie were whispering about Something!!! and i know its about somebody.. and they just didnt want to tell me.. i hate it when ppl hide things from me and i dont like ppl whispering about things.. no matter how hurtful you guys thing it will be to me. i will still want to know rather than be not told what is happening...
but at least now shihui told me le.. im not angry wat.. LoL. its all in the past. who cares man.
then science had test.. really hope i will pass la.. haiz. then mr yeoh showed us some video about child labour la.. its like omg.. painful sia!!! eeeeeeyerrrrr!!!
then music watched some show.. then natalie say wat somebody dont want talk to her. and i was like you just go talk to that person la. then she say that person dont want reply. wth la..
whats the problem with you sia. she didnt do anything wrong to you and you treat her like that. wth lor... i rather you go die sia... she still treats you as her friend leh. and you act so... AAHHHH!! forget it.. anyways i dont hate you... i also treat you as a friend.. wheeeeeee... lolx.
then after sch. went with yonglin to photocopy something. saw roy and each time he walked past. i was staring and smiling at him.. LoL. im really siao! then had handbell. many ppl didnt come.. that shihui didnt come. so make me feel so lonely. one person stand there by myself.. lol...
then 2nd session played new songs.. quite boring. but im not good at it.
then end of handbell... was about to go. so took my bag. then when i pulled my bag. suddenly one of the drums pulled along with it. and i was like omg!!! and was laughing like siao.. then sharmaine was like ms lam. sherilyn want to steal ur drums. but didnt succeed.. LoL... and ms lam was like this drums so worthless. no use stealing it.. Hahahaha. its stupid la.. the drum nearly dropped lor.. hehe... then after that walked home.. then ya.. okay gtg le.... byebyyyyyyeee!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

today was maybe a disastrous day?!

today was like some disaster day leh.. i wish i could just forget today. haiz.
but well. maybe the misunderstanding has cleared.. phew... but was it even a misunderstanding?! but i seriously dont really care about it le.. it seems immature of us to be like that.. dunno la. aaaaahhhhhhh!!
oh btw. thks shihui and hidayah for saying im chio. but im so Not.. LoL.
and i told shihui yesterday that im going to be happy. then today in the end like that.. oops. sorry arh shihui.. Hahaha.. i love you my darling shihui! =)

today... many things happened in class. i just didnt want to see someone's face. but i have to.. he's my classmate and friend.. lol.
well. had some rather stupid and dumb problems... and well. my mind again very confused.. got a lot a lot of things going on in my mind. and suddenly tears flowed down my face.. sherilyn will you just stop crying. whats ur problem!!
but like i couldnt help it la... the problems seem to be Neverending... and one problem after another.. wats going on?!
and then lifeskills the natalie and shihui with that person behind me talking.. i felt so frustrated.. just didnt want him in class. dunno why either... but im not angry with him or anything. just dont want see him and dont want talk to him Forever... seriously i mean it... you guys will never see me and him talk again i think.. cos i really dont want to.. unless all my problems have been cleared Then.. i will talk.. Hahahaha.. im evil...
and i really hate the year 2007.. everything very Horrible sia!!!

well. after school. went to library first. then went to study area. with hidayah and natalie.. was studying a little in library but when we go down study area we laughed like hell. and talked about lots of things...
ohya... we were talking and talking. and roy's name seem to come out from out mouths a lot of time.. i hear his name until sian liao la... then suddenly me.hidayah.natalie say what we all like roy.. joking only! then hidayah or natalie said what if we 3 all suddenly go confess to roy.. then i was like wah.. like that he run away from us liao sia..HAHAHa... btw.. its just a joke.. not for real... so ppl dont go around spread rumours or else i will really whack you la!
i've decided to just live life to the fullest. and be happy. dont let anything make me sad or watever la.. LoL. then after talking and stuff. walked home lor.
im seriously not going to think of all the problems le. and just look on the bright side of life.. and really really try to stay Happy forever... =D
okay gtg le la.. byebbbbbyyyyyeeeeeeeee!!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, September 17, 2007

lalalalala.. today's fine la.

hihihihihihihihihihihi... today is a great day. realised many ppl said good things about me for today.. all eat wrong medicine liao arh?! HAhaha...

oh and jaslynn... you eat wrong medicine arh??! why suddenly come my tagboard and write all the shit crap in it. i dont get wat you talking? i dont really like ppl coming to my tagboard to vent their anger la.. sorry im pissed. and homec we were not talking about you la.. okay?! dont jump into conclusions before you say anything.. hehe. and and. the pairing up thing is just for fun and like some joke... why cannot take jokes de?! unless you really like him la. or else why like so big reaction to this kind of thing... aiya. i dunno wat to say le la.. and i seriously dont even want to bother about you la.. haiyo...

okay going back to today.... maths was really boring.. dont really understand. haiz.
english did the test.. had to keep quiet... dumb...
then art did the old man drawing. now is the right side up drawing.
then had lit... ohya. at least mr chris wee is back. or else very boring sia... well. was sort of trying to say hi to royston. then he say he tired... lolx. then suddenly he say come sleep with me la. and i was like Huh??!! and that stupid paul was laughing. wat the... then while talking and stuff. he suddenly say actually i will look chio with contact lens. or dunno wat crap la.. why suddenly say all this good things sia?! eat wrong medicine sia.. Hahahaha....
then science. mr yeoh suddenly like so angry. he like venting his anger on our class... -.-
then after school. went to hidayah's house. before going up. went to the excercise corner thingy... cos natalie wanted to play. then hidayah say my legs like very nice.. its like wat the.... then went up hidayah's house. hidayah mother say want have a good look at me. then the mother say i cute girl... omg la.. why suddenly today all the praises about me sia.. surprising la.. but im not pretty or cute. cos im seriously not pretty at all.. Hahahaha.. =)
then after watching 200pounds beauty in hidayah's house. got this sad part la. then hidayah's mother saw that i never cry then she say i cold-blooded. lol. only very very touching parts then i will cry one lor. then after watching. walked. home. yup. gtg le. bb!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, September 16, 2007

hey hey. lalalalala!! Hahaha!

erm.. today and yesterday nothing much la...
yesterday went out.. blahblah.. then went to my cousin's house.. my sis was watching chn5 (little secrets) and i wanted to watch chn33 some parts that i missed on the hsm2..
so we were like switching channels la.. LoL. chn5 and chn33.. HAHa..
i watched everyday again. and i nearly cried la.. lol. im just wondering why i always cry at this part de. isit really that touching?! HaHa..
then today erm. went to church... was wearing the orange jacket.. wheee. i dont really like the colour. cos too bright le. but its a new jacket.. Haha.. then... after that went to tm and cs to shop around. not i want shop de. is my sister.. lolx... dumb dumb..
then walked back home.. then at night went out with family eat.. at cs the sakae sushi... then while queueing. saw natalie!! Haha.. she going to eat at sakae sushi the teppanyaki.. LoL.. then ermm... ohya. natalie say i looked chio cos i let down my hair. but i admit im not chio at all.. and natalie say she cut her hair. cute sia she.. lolx. then after eating dinner. went to shop&save. natalie and her family also go.. lolx... i saw her brother le.. he quite alright la.. handsome but also not that handsome la.. Hahaha... then each time i look at natalie i laughed.. lol.. i crazy le la.. was seriously going high la.. HaHahaahaha... =D
then in shop&save. my sis fell down.. she was walking backwards and she fell.. LOL.. retribution sia.. cos we were hitting each other. HAHAHA...
then after buying and stuff went home le.. yups.. gtg le.. byezzz!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Friday, September 14, 2007

emo?!

hi.... i today a bit sot le la.. suddenly so emo in class...
i seriously dunno wat happened to me la.. crazy de.. was it because im jealous that him and her always together?! haiz. I Dunno!!
then... so very sorry to natalie cos i kept all keeping quiet. and didnt really talk to her. its like seriously la.. everytime i keep my mouth shut. i think about things.. and its not one thing but a lot a lot of things!! haiz..
then homec i really got pissed off with her. jealousy i guess?!
so.. she kept going to his table there to see... then its like not only once or twice or thrice. but its like more than 10times i think..
she wasnt even there to help her partner.. crap sia...
you like him so much go biao bai la.. but like also no use. lol.
then ya was angry all the way...
then after school went to sports hall had mini tennis there..
tried cheering myself up there lor.. and yay i was much better...
then 4pm+ natalie came to give me the thing that he made.. lol.. its nice.. love him... Haha... then after tennis went home. yup. gtg le. bye...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, September 13, 2007

i really like you and trust you la...

hey!
today was boring and yet alright lor.. yup...
early in the morning talking to nicole and natalie.. nicole was like wondering who was the anonymous in her tagboard.. lol... then nicole suddenly ask me dunno wat thing about my voice i think.. lol. and i was like nothing happen arh.. haha.. but its like my nose is still like wanting to sneeze but cannot sneeze... then today my throat a bit itchy so like wth! LoL.. dunno wats happening to me la.. aiya who cares anyways.. hehehe...
so... dep was fine... re-wrote the thingy... then... english mr lee took over mr wee again.
then geog was okay lor.. then maths didnt noe that the time passed that fast.
then science was errr alright la... didnt get that high... but still fun learning this chapter.
after that was chinese.. sianz.. then after school... went to buy bbt with natalie... then went to opp. sch the void deck sit there talk... then kj say he coming with 2 friends..
and then i was like telling natalie. i want go sch library la!!! i dont want see his friends.. HAha.
then when they came its like one whole bunch of guys come also la.. wth!
then kj's friends were wen bin and another guy. the other guy which i dunno the name look so much more handsome than wen bin.. LoL... but that guy not as handsome as Him... =)
then after that walked to nicole's house downstairs to sit and chat again lor..
then hidayah & nicole came... then talked and talked lor.. yup...
after talking le then walked back home lor.. okay... gtg le. byeeeeeeee!

you really think that i will not be jealous when you mention her name meh. of course i jealous la.. LoL.
but i guess i really trust you la... so please dont lie to me... and i really love you!!! =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Wednesday, September 12, 2007

hey hey.. im happy.. lolx.

hey boo! Haha... i love wednesdays.. dunno why either..
anyways... went sch really early although late day. went with kj & jaslynn to buy bbt. LoL. then erm.. homeroom we girls talked a lot.. then pe.. played floorball.. our group seems to make a lot of noise la.. but pe was Fun!! loved it la...
then lit mr chris wee not yet come back.. sianz...
then science.. its still chpt 6.. he showed us really disturbing pictures la.. and its like so damn gross can... haiz... but most of us got high again. esp. my darling shihui.. Haha.
then... music. watched the sound of music... natalie was making me ticklish la.. then after torturing me she torture kj.. Haha... in the end is she hurt herself.. LoL la..
then maths was alright lor.. then after sch. had handbell...
and gosh that shihui is like some crazy mad woman la.. sot sot one lor.. she is like going high with herself.. and she laughing like siao.. HAha...
then i find the songs we play rather nice la.. but im not that good in it yet...
during handbell my nose was like running.. LOL.. then end of handbell.. started sneezing la.. and geraldine ask me am i sick. i was like no. and she said fake la.. HAHa. lame sia.
and now my nose is damn irritating. like want to sneeze but cannot.. ahhhhhhh!!
after handbell... walked down staircase. saw royston. and he look at me i look at him.. and i didnt say hi.. Haha. and he was like you so dao... dunno wat crap la.. aiya i see his face like shit suddenly dunno how to say hi to him la.. HahaHa... jkjk!!
then... walked back home... then yup.. gtg le.. byebyebye......

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

i shall remember this day.. LoL.

i love him like crazy la.. haiz.. LoL... i shall remember this day..

anyways... today was yup its always fine! Haha..
history was great. our marks were wrong in the report book. so now most of us passed la.. Haha. so glad.. then erm. maths boring la..
science was talking about the chpt 6 things.. our whole class seemed to get really high la.. omg lor. and mr yeoh tell us wat got this woman. she gave birth to 7 babies.. wth la.. but in the end had to let people adopt her baby or dunno wat la.. haiz..
then chinese was ya fine.. then english. new relief teached i think.. mr goh.. he like so damn strong like that sia. Haha.. during english most of the guys doing the arm wrestling thingy with that royston la.. lolx sia.. then geog was that mr marcus soh.. when he came in everyone was like noooooooo.. and me & natalie was like saying byebye to the teacher.. Haha.
dunno why most of us hate him la.. stupid one sia.. LoL.
then after that had assembly. some music stuff.. then erm...
end of sch.. natalie came my house use com.. then we play neopets like some crazy idiots la.. but had much fun with her.. then send her to bus-stop then walked home..
yupzzz... gtg le. byebye.... =D

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, September 10, 2007

back to school. still loving you..

erm... sch was fine.. glad that i can see you.. i love all my friends.. Haha..
and im really sorry that we really are drifting apart.. i just dont know what to do.. i alr cannot manage my studies well. and now talking about friends... i cant even spend time properly with my friends. i mean her and her.. i just dont know la.. leave me alone can le.. i really wished i could just be alone. in my own world. LoL.. but i like everyday in school cos always laugh like siao de... =)
anyways.. maths was sianz.. then english.. was reading period..
then art was alright lor.. did wat upside down drawing. quite fun la.. but my drawing not nice!
then lit.. we were trying to put jaslynn & kj together.. everyone thinks that they together.. hehe.. well. rather compatible la.. bleh.. we were doing lame stuff to put them together.
and jaslynn got angry. so LoL... aiya.. who cares.... then erm...
ohya.. today i keep using this new word.. cockhead... is it vulgar?! but cock is chicken. so it means chickenhead.. i keep using the word i also dunno wat it means la.. hehe...
but i find that this word really very nice leh.. HahaHa... love it...
then erm.. science learned chpt 6 that one la.. didnt get so disgusted by it..
after school. went to eat sushi with hidayah.natalie. since that hidayah has been wanting to eat sushi for so long.. lolx. then after that walked home lor.......

I really like you just so so so so much.. haiz.. but i know gan qing shi bu neng mian qiang de! LoL..

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Sunday, September 09, 2007

Hey Hey Hey im back!!! =D

Boo! im back.. ppl got miss me?! im sure you did.. HAhaha...
anyways.. i went to malaysia from friday till today.. which is sunday.. lol..
and made it back just in time for HSM2!! yay. it rocked!! Haha.
the whole time from singapore to genting. had been thinking of him & him.. haiz.. cannot stop thinking la.. wth lor.. they just cant get out of my mind. LoL... dumb dumb me..
anyways.. friday...............
woke up really early to get ready. then left house 6am+... then erm.. so my father drove there lor.. well... the only thing that i do while in the car is.. sleep.eat.sleep.eat.. Haha..
so erm. then went to somewhere to eat lunch. the cost of the lunch was Rm143.. and ate this really big fish and it was really nice.. and guess how much it cost?! 114... wth right! Haha.. but it was really damn nice... hehe.. then reached genting around 2pm+ la..
then went up hotel room. to rest and do other things.. and i just realised. everytime we go hotel most of the time is the rooms at the end. stupid one lor..
anyways. then we went shopping. its the thing i really hate! haha. then erm...
went to many shops.. i didnt buy anything. i want try shoe also irritating. cos i cant be bothered to try the display shoe. cos its most of the time damn small size.. then i lazy ask the ppl for bigger shoe size. cos most of the time the size i want dont have.. stupid can! haiz..
then 6.45pm my auntie(sp?) & uncle reached... then we all went to watch ratatouille. i love this show.. very cute!! HAha. then after the show went shopping again..
then erm.. next day.. which is saturday!! Haha...
so.. went to eat breakfast buffet de.. ate until damn full. then we went to play outdoor theme park.. wheeeee! first went to play the merry-go-round. it was so fun! im still a child la.. Haha.
then went to sit the ferris wheel.. im still scared. altough a lot of mist. the height is really high. haiz.. well. then went to the dinosaurland.. quite alright. then dunno do what la.. i just didnt play the roller coasters... i hate playing roller coasters. cos i scared of height and i scared you fly out of the roller coaster. or else is the roller coaster fall off the track.. Haha..
then went to the indoor theme park.. played the reindeer thingy. was so scared that it would drop off. then the dunno wat thing. then the boat thingy. then the motion master.. i love motion master since the first time i played it.. lolx. but this time round its stupid la.. it sprayed air on my face for like 8-10times.. and the sometimes spray water on my face. i was like Wth.. was getting so irritated with it lor.. Haha.. then after playing and stuff. went to shop again..
this time round i bought 2 long sleeves t-shirt. yay! Haha. but didnt buy any shoes.. haiz..
then went to play the ferris wheel the indoor one with my sis.. damn i was freaking out in the thing la.. i was like shaking like some stupid idiot. and i hold on to the sides damn tightly.. i seriously damn scared lor.. Haha..
then erm.. went to watch 881.. alright lor this show.. quite sad. but didnt cry.. lolx.. then after that went to arcade to play.. love it.. played quite a lot of games. just that didnt play daytona.. haiz.. my stupid sis dont want go the other arcade part to play. so didnt play lor.. anyways it was alr going to 1am. which is like going to closing of the arcade. so like ya la.. but i had quite a lot of fun... then after that went back hotel room. then sleep. yupz...
then next day. the day we leaving malaysia. and back to singapore! =D
so.. eh..... early in the morning.. wake up. then drank this drink la.. got 5.6% of alcohol... so drank like about 1/4 to half of the bottle of drink.. well. then went to eat breakfast.. suddenly my neck damn hot.. and now i know that i drink too much liao... then half way eating. my mum was like wah ur face so red sia.. i was like ya i know cos my neck damn hot. Haha.. i drink jolly shandy also not that alcoholic lor.. stupid one la.. anyways. after eating breakfast...
then we walked to first world hotel. on the way.. saw the tabby.. its a person in the tabby costume.. i scared of this kind of ppl under the costume thingy since i was young la.. dunno why either. and im still scared. surprising huh.. Haha. well. thats me. Haha..
then so went to shop awhile again.. went to bum city... bought a orange jacket. didnt want orange de.. i wanted the black one. but my mum was like this orange jacket so nice.. so just buy lor.. she likes orange so like ya.. dumb.. Haha... then after shopping. went back hotel. pack the stuff. then drove back to singapore lor.. yupz.. reach home just in time for hsm2.. nice nice show. everyday that part or the song.. made me cry.. haiz.. dunno why either... Haha..
then ya.. okay la.. gtg le.. byebye ppl... always remember to SMILE!!!!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Thursday, September 06, 2007

yoyoyoyoyo! HAha...

yoyo!! HAha.. today was like alright lor.. lolx.
then erm... so me and natalie went to safra.. supposed to meet kj & his friend. in the end royston say 1pm is the maths remedial.. so told kj dont come le lor...
then so we ate at safra. then took bus back to sch... then went to study area. ms nur was teaching ramizah and another guy.. then ummairah and afiqah was there.
then i was like folding the hearts again.. Haha. then after awhile roy came.. so he sat opp. me la.. the same table. then he sit down the whole damn table shaked.. haiyo.. the table damn unstable lor... then eh... so did a little of the maths hw lor..
then erm.. 3pm decided to meet kj & his friend.. so 3pm went out of sch.. saw his friend and gosh he is so Not handsome can.. lolx. that kj very poor taste sia.. even kj so much more handsome than him. he got so many pimples de.. even roy look better than him sia. hehe.. no offence hor.. bleh.. Haha.. then errrr... so went to safra with kj.wen bin.natalie. oh and we went to nicole's house there to ask her whether want to come with us. then kj went to climb up to the window la. 2nd level leh. then he jump down and his hand got scratch. he crazy one sia.. so high leh.. then so... actually wanted play pool de.. but like very a lot of ppl. so just sat at the table and talk lor. i didnt talk to wen bin at all.. and that natalie and kj made me damn pissed off la.. they purposely leave me & wen bin alone at the table.. they purposely want me to like that guy isit.. wth lor.. well. im good enough to not talk to wen bin.. muahaha.. so we both didnt talk. i was busy playing with kj's hp.. Haha.. lolx. and natalie and kj took so long to come back till i went to sms natalie asking isit she and kj go somewhere fcuk.. LoL...
then i was so upset with them... and finally they come back... and i was thinking of that someone so much la...
then after talking and stuff till 5pm we took bus to interchange.. then we saw shawn tok. i was like who the heck is this boy so familiar. and then its that shawn tok with 2 girls.. then kj walked back with me till my house there.. lol. good ex-husband/wife.. lolx. that kj is a girl! HAha..
so ya.. okay la.. gtg le.. byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Tuesday, September 04, 2007

back.. wednesday's post...

i told him i like him le. first time okay! but nothing happened.
he loves somebody else anyways... its the past. i shall move on.. =)
im just that happy & cheerful little girl.. LoL..

yo.. erm... so today went for maths remedial... was rather fun...
went to meet natalie. then went to sch.. then meet habibah in canteen...
after that waited 25mins for ms nur to come.. then we went to study area... LoL.
then well.. did some maths qns... was alright lor.. then erm..
we talked about the girls and guys in our class.. ms nur was so curious wondering who we like...
lolx. that habibah say i like alfred. HaHaha.. =D
then we were saying about nicole liking that someone thingy.. and ms nur was like why that guy dont want accept her.. Haha... then we say nicole like so obssesed over him.. LoL.
then nearing the end of remedial.. suddenly talked about the guys again.. then ms nur ask who we like again. then habibah now say i like alfred & kaijie.. and ms nur was like sherilyn good choice.. i was like Wth... omg la.. i dont like them lor.. haiyo..
then after remedial went with natalie to eat at coffeeshop.. then erm...
she came to my house.. i started making the straw hearts.. and now i make 50 le.. planning to give someone.. but dont dare.. LoL... then eh... natalie was playing sims2.. haha.
then after quite long walked her to bus-stop then she go home lor.. then ya i walked home also lor.. Haha.. okay la.. gtg le.. byebyebyebye......... ciaoz!

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

stupid dumb thoughts...

heyhey.. lolx. erm.. today actually quite alright leh.. Dep was rather fun.. other than the part where i fell. Ouch!!! lolx. and chinese remedial was alright also lor... the time past quite fast lor.. Hehe...

so erm.. 12pm-1pm was Dep.. we played the 'bang.bang' game. then played some stupid catching game.. stupid game.. roar!
so me & mira had to run.. opp. direction. then i run until i Fell.. its like my body just slammed onto the floor.. and i fell on the floor. damn.. it was Pain la.. my leg was hurting like siao.. then after awhile alright le.. i always Laugh when i fall la.. crazy de.. LoL. then me & alfred last two to run. then its like i felt so awkward running.. lol.. dunno why lor. and the liking him thing started from kj telling roy. then suddenly everyone anyhow say crappy stuff. haiyo.. lolx... then after all the games..
i was like alfred so bad de.. i say hi never say hi back. LoL. then i was like telling natalie wat gan qing shi bu neng mian qiang de.. then alfred heard. then he was like correct wat you ownself say this sentence in the msn/pm..
then blahblahblah... and that shihui was like saying the sentence to me.. evil la she.. lolx. then erm... so 1pm. dep ended.
then went to eat at coffeeshop.. then erm. 2pm went to class 2A to have our chinese remedial.. was alright.. then after that we shift to 3F.. dunno why either... at least we laughed a lot during the remedial... that kj very lol one sia.. he want lend pen/pencil never ask one lor and he just take.. Haha. then mr tay played chinese songs.. lolx. then the time really seemed to pass by fast.. lol.
then after chinese remedial. went to buy bbt... then after that walked home.. saw alvin and some other ppl.. and he turned around and saw me.. then i think he told the others and one by one turn back.. wth.. i very famous arh.. thanks man. lol... and gosh that alvin smokes.. omg lor.. smoke.smoke.smoke.. later Die earlier arh.. then get lung cancer.. bleh! i Hate smokers.. he smoke make me hate him even more lor.. yucks sia.. LoL..
so yup.. gtg le.. byebye.. =)

i have been thinking the whole day. and my thoughts really confuse me la.. i dunno wat to do la.. its of course very impossible that he likes me.. like duh.. and i also treat him as friends only.. i just dunno!! haiz...
and i realised that we really are drifting apart.. slowly.. lol.

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

Monday, September 03, 2007

boo!!!! today rather fun & alright day lor.

so erm... today was ya rather fun & quite fine day lor.. and its the starting of the sch hols.
then so.. went out with... hidayah.natalie.jaslynn.kj.walton. yup this five only...
so went to get the tickets for the hairspray. tm the cinema got so many ppl. siao one la. so went to watch at cs de.. then after buying tickets. went to eat at Bk...
after that went back up to the cinema there lor.. on the way that stupid kj putting on that ring on my finger.. lol. since he calls me his wife. but i thought its ex-wife. lolx. watever la.. Please dont think wrong leh.. Friends only.. hehe.. but i hope he thinks that way too la... anyways he got gf mah.. LoL... then so Hairspray the show is REALLY NICE!!! =)
got zac efron and amanda bynes in the show.. so its like so nice. and was sitting beside that kj. he talk a lot of crap sia. LoL.. and i really love the show is like a musical la.. or isit a musical. lolx. dunno la.. as long as the show is nice.. nice ending la.. haha. btw. its like a love story also.. so its really nice.. love story rocks man!! HaHaha...
then after watching... erm.. saw audrey and ting hui.. then eh... we took bus to safra.. actually want play pool de.. but a lot of ppl.. so its like forget it.. and we saw eugene with some ppl. lol.
and that kj crazy one la.. i was like leaning on the wall. then he suddenly.. put/bang his hands on the wall like the action that want to.......... arghz.. forget it.. dunno how to say.. i was like omg.. Haha.
then so we went to the Lan or watever the place or thing is called la.. LoLx..
then only jaslynn.kj.walton played... while me.hidayah.natalie sit and watch them play. HAha. then erm... after that went to the bowling there to eat.. was trying to bring back kj's memories about the carrot cake thingy.. LoL.. and he cannot rmbr.. dumb dumb..
then after that we took bus back to interchange. then went home lor.. yup. gtg le.. Bye.

damn it.. why do all of you think that he likes me... i dunno lor.. very confused. his actions seems like he does?! but he got gf wat.. i thought.. hehe. but like very impossible that he like me wat.. but even if he does i dont like him... gan qing shi bu neng mian qiang de. LoL...

Don't give up, believe...
I'd wait it out for you.

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