so yesterday was super pissed.. i hate you!! then slept at like 12am.. but couldnt sleep la.. then finally really slept at 2am.. sianz! then erm.. woke up at like 5am.. then went back to sleep at 6am.. then woke up at 8am. haiz! i was thinking of you.. i really hate you! i just dont noe why.. i've come up to a decision that now i hate you! haha!
so like went for handbell.. was alright la.. went at like 10am like that.. then hit the beat for them.. haiz.. haha.. so difficult.. then was hitting on the table and that choir guy suddenly go put the paper below where my mallet hitting the table that part.. then he was like dont spoil the table.. wth.. wont spoil one lor.. haha.. stupid seh.. then after that we played a game.. while polishing the bells.. was like so funny game la.. memorising wat one another had said before.. haha.. kept laughing until i forget so many times.
anyways.. then haiz.. i dont want to sell the synergy nite tickets leh.. no one want to buy also lor.. haha.. dumb thingy.. why cant they just give to the ppl who want to buy?! haiz!
eh.. so erm.. ya la.. got to go.. bb!! smilez!! ahahahaha..!!
now i really noe that i hate you.. i have given up on you.. i hate you now.. i noe now that i dont like you anymore.. or maybe i do.. i dont noe.. im at a lost? can someone help me??!! haiz.. i dont noe whether i shld continue liking you or just give up.. argh! loving someone secretly is a really hard thing to do.. i just dont have the courage to tell you that.. i hate myself.. i just cant help it but by hating you now.. i feel like just crying.. but no way am i going to cry for a guy like you.. never. =( im really going crazy now!